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I really dislike my life right now. It feels that all my options are not good and I don't know what to do. Options are:
a) quit my job, live in yelm and go to school full time. This would save me 50 hours a week and $300 a month in gas (at least)and John does pay the bills. However, this would leave me with no money to pay for school and I would have to take out thousands in student loans and not be able to pay even the interest on them till I found a new job after graduation, or if something happens to open in Yelm. Plus John and I would fight about money more and I would get bored.
b) forgo school, just work, continue to rack up high miles on the car (over 800 a month) and spend a ton on gas to go to a job that has no future, that I don't really like
c) move to Oly, be able to walk to work, drive to school twice a week, save alot of mileage and gas money, but have to pay rent and live in a less than stellar area. However, i could walk the dog on my lunch break
d) stay in yelm, commute to both work and school, putting over 1000 miles a month on the car and $500 in gas, be out of the house 80 hours per week, with my dog being home alone most of the day and john ignoring me when i am around, making me feel like crap
e) try to transfer to a tacoma store, live there and be closer to school and work, but in a bad area and it is uncertain if I will be able to get the hours I need
Trying to just cut down on hours could be an option, though I doubt it will happen, she hates giving me any time off at all. Online classes are not offered, so i must drive to school. John makes too much for me to get financial aid that will really help, so student loans are a must
a) quit my job, live in yelm and go to school full time. This would save me 50 hours a week and $300 a month in gas (at least)and John does pay the bills. However, this would leave me with no money to pay for school and I would have to take out thousands in student loans and not be able to pay even the interest on them till I found a new job after graduation, or if something happens to open in Yelm. Plus John and I would fight about money more and I would get bored.
b) forgo school, just work, continue to rack up high miles on the car (over 800 a month) and spend a ton on gas to go to a job that has no future, that I don't really like
c) move to Oly, be able to walk to work, drive to school twice a week, save alot of mileage and gas money, but have to pay rent and live in a less than stellar area. However, i could walk the dog on my lunch break
d) stay in yelm, commute to both work and school, putting over 1000 miles a month on the car and $500 in gas, be out of the house 80 hours per week, with my dog being home alone most of the day and john ignoring me when i am around, making me feel like crap
e) try to transfer to a tacoma store, live there and be closer to school and work, but in a bad area and it is uncertain if I will be able to get the hours I need
Trying to just cut down on hours could be an option, though I doubt it will happen, she hates giving me any time off at all. Online classes are not offered, so i must drive to school. John makes too much for me to get financial aid that will really help, so student loans are a must