Goin' to work.
This is the only time I have free in which I can update. Last night I came home from work studied until supper and then studied again until Big Brother and studied yet again until I fell asleep. Did I get anywhere with it? No. No I did not. I am fucked beyond belief. I'm taking my book with me to study during my breaks and lunch hour. And I'm going to beg to try and get tomorrow off so I can study all day. Oh man.
Guess who puked on my bed again.. no it wasn't me.. or Russ.. or Alan. Yep. It was Muffin.
This time it was only cat food though. Probably brought up by a hair ball. Damn cat.
I'm just not happy today. Stupid Thursday morning blues.. hey shut up. Of course it's not the same as Monday morning blues. Okay fine. I'm just freaked out about this test, among other things weighing on my brain. blarrg.. I need a hug. It's times like these I really miss living with Russ. Anytime I was upset or just feeling blahish, I always had my sweetie there for hugs and love and support. I really miss that. I don't know how I'll survive 3 months without his hugs. I'll have to make Dana give me hugs. I hope she's not against that, or thinks I'm weird or anything. Now I've gone and upset myself by thinking about leaving. It's starting to become more of a reality to me now. I'm starting to have second thoughts. Someone make me see why I should go, cause right now I can't think of one good reason.
Oh my. Well I suppose I should go gather up my lunch and books and go to work. Wish me luck on getting Friday off. Have a nice day everyone. :)
Guess who puked on my bed again.. no it wasn't me.. or Russ.. or Alan. Yep. It was Muffin.
This time it was only cat food though. Probably brought up by a hair ball. Damn cat.
I'm just not happy today. Stupid Thursday morning blues.. hey shut up. Of course it's not the same as Monday morning blues. Okay fine. I'm just freaked out about this test, among other things weighing on my brain. blarrg.. I need a hug. It's times like these I really miss living with Russ. Anytime I was upset or just feeling blahish, I always had my sweetie there for hugs and love and support. I really miss that. I don't know how I'll survive 3 months without his hugs. I'll have to make Dana give me hugs. I hope she's not against that, or thinks I'm weird or anything. Now I've gone and upset myself by thinking about leaving. It's starting to become more of a reality to me now. I'm starting to have second thoughts. Someone make me see why I should go, cause right now I can't think of one good reason.
Oh my. Well I suppose I should go gather up my lunch and books and go to work. Wish me luck on getting Friday off. Have a nice day everyone. :)