Oct 24, 2007 13:53
i want to defend myself to you
as if it would make a difference
..i know it wont make a difference.
you say ive changed.
well maybe its good that i changed instead of being the SAME as i was back in gr 8 and 9 and 10.
how can i say this without sounding like a hypercryte.
people never change
but ive changed
you know what ive changed.
the way i dress.
i went from baggy pants and little legue baseball uniforms from value village
to jeans. and a random t-shirt.
uhm lets see... oh
^^^ The fact that i spell some things like a tart. Obvs im gunna welcome to the 21 century, life is short formed why can't words be. the world is too busy to sit there and have every word spelled right, right down to its perfect punctuation.
i never read books. and i still dont
i sat on the computer for hours and made webpages and talked on msn
now i sit on the computer talk on msn and make videos.
Bite me.
oh i caved, i listen to avril
people change things they do and things they dont do because they grow up
they move on.
i was always the one that looked back and missed the past. but now i realized that its alright to miss the past but its not alright to postpone the future, because all it is, is a lost cause. running backwards will only make you more behind
wow.- you can catch up to yourself if you run- i went from writing to you defending myself to telling everyone about yet another life lesson. i suck
maybe i have A.D.D.
i guess all i wanted to say was
yeah. ive changed.
im not the same person i was in grade 8 or 9. and im happy with that. cause i know that ive lived. ive gone out and exsperienced things. met new people, did new things, learned new things. everything in the past 2 years has bin new. nothing old. nothing the same. i dont want to be the same. hows it feel to know that you havnt changed one bit since gr 9 and 10 and 11 and 12. you were always the one that we would always be able to predict. i love being unpredictable.
so stop.
i dont wanna sit here and be childish
So look who's grown up.
look who trys to keep the peace
and looks whos stuck in the past and using " its awkward" as an excuse.
meh!!
-* keep on truckin.