fuck my life.
Maybe this isnt because of them
maybe after all it might just be me
Im the one that hates falling out
but maybe im the reason why we do
im stubborn and its the worst trait about me
but theres nothing i can do about it
im always right
im right about this.
this stupid fucking situation.. ya there are parts of it that im wrong.
but over all im right
theres nothing i can say or do to change this.
it'll blow over.
but feelings will never change.
im just a bitch
i will never be trusted
i will never be the one to run to
i will never be the one to listen
i will never be the one that you want me to be
i just wont
so why does it matter if we fix this?
it all dosnt matter
i take people for granted
i make the wrong mistakes while trying to choose the right ones.
i hate how people think so highly of me
i wish that i wasnt the one giving all the answers all the time
why dont you get that im not any older then you
i dont know whats going on just as much as you do
i wish someone would take care of me.
in all honesty i never thought we were best friends
you are one of my good friends but i never considerd you to be a best friend
and im not saying that to be rude its just a fact.
i havnt really had a best friend for a while... and it makes me feel so lost its uncomprehensible
i cant talk to anyone
i know i have people that will listen
but i can't seem to talk to them
i just can't...
dont sit here and think
i want you to pitty me
because that is the last thing i want you to do.
i just want to be left alone
i just...dont ugh. whatever.
im going to miss high school
i miss too much
i never live in the present
im always dreaming of the past or the future.
what future..?
sometimes i dont even care
im just waiting for the right thing to happen just to end it all.
i can't stand you.
i can't stop thinking of you
and i know that ive fucked you over so many times
but i want you to know that ive always thought of you.
i never really felt like myself with anyone either then you..
and i'll never tell you that..
maybe after all it might just be me
Im the one that hates falling out
but maybe im the reason why we do
im stubborn and its the worst trait about me
but theres nothing i can do about it
im always right
im right about this.
this stupid fucking situation.. ya there are parts of it that im wrong.
but over all im right
theres nothing i can say or do to change this.
it'll blow over.
but feelings will never change.
im just a bitch
i will never be trusted
i will never be the one to run to
i will never be the one to listen
i will never be the one that you want me to be
i just wont
so why does it matter if we fix this?
it all dosnt matter
i take people for granted
i make the wrong mistakes while trying to choose the right ones.
i hate how people think so highly of me
i wish that i wasnt the one giving all the answers all the time
why dont you get that im not any older then you
i dont know whats going on just as much as you do
i wish someone would take care of me.
in all honesty i never thought we were best friends
you are one of my good friends but i never considerd you to be a best friend
and im not saying that to be rude its just a fact.
i havnt really had a best friend for a while... and it makes me feel so lost its uncomprehensible
i cant talk to anyone
i know i have people that will listen
but i can't seem to talk to them
i just can't...
dont sit here and think
i want you to pitty me
because that is the last thing i want you to do.
i just want to be left alone
i just...dont ugh. whatever.
im going to miss high school
i miss too much
i never live in the present
im always dreaming of the past or the future.
what future..?
sometimes i dont even care
im just waiting for the right thing to happen just to end it all.
i can't stand you.
i can't stop thinking of you
and i know that ive fucked you over so many times
but i want you to know that ive always thought of you.
i never really felt like myself with anyone either then you..
and i'll never tell you that..