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[clumsy_cupid]

and just like that you go from top to bottom
and i think you might be the next lj rant for the next little while.
sorry
you earned it.
i'll sit here and kick myself cause i shouldnt act this way
i knew it all along
and refused to see it
i guess i was just being selfish
i was happy.
truely happy..
and i didnt want anything to get in the way me ME being happy.
i ignored the promises you made and put them aside
thinking they would come with time
and u broke the one promise i was holding on too
i'll just stop
stop with these foolish games
forget about the heartache ive bin through
forget about all my regrets
just forget
i wanna dive into this with open eyes and open heart
you'll always get hurt in your life.
small or big
its all a learning exsperience.
i can't beleive im taking this so well
i will admit.
i cry'd.
i liked you so much
but i guess that was just the problem.
i dont regret the things ive done
and the things i didnt do
things i've said...or didnt say.
cause to me everything was perfect in my eyes
and i know that it wasnt me that was wrong with this
you were scared.
this time it wasnt me.

hatred.
sadness.
heartbreak.
releif.
bitter.
heavy hearted.
morbid.
vidicate.

maybe someday things will be ok.

but still. for now