6 months
Being able to be loved by someone besides a family member has got to be a feeling that everyone can experience. It's the greatest feeling known to man. Love is unable to be seen but can change a person's entire life. After being let down by so many people these past years, I've learned to keep a certain guard up when it comes to trusting people. I don't talk to many strangers and I don't really like getting into confrontations with people about things such as music or religion. People have their own thoughts and opinions and I respect that, but somethings should just be left alone. Anyways.. so this past 6 months have changed my life around completly. I no longer have "friends" who treat me like complete shit and enjoy taking advantage of me and my feelings and love making me miserable. I barely have any friends now. I love it this way. I love being able to trust about 1 or 2 people rather than 20 or so morons who wouldn't listen to what I have to say anyways. There's one special person in my life right now whom is absolutly amazing. He's so incredably caring, trustworthy, loving, sweet, funny, honest and the list could go on for days. He listens. He respects me and my feelings. He goes out of his way to care for me. Like going grocery shopping for me when I "think" I have the flu. Buying me things, "just 'cause".. like roses or junk food which we both know that I don't need.. He's someone who I can always trust to be there for me no matter what happens. He listens to me blab about my dreams.. he comments as well, not just says "Uh huh, oh, yeah, right, yup, okay". He feeds me when I'm hungry. He drags my lazy ass around everywhere and doesn't care about wasting gas. This is a person who makes me feel so wonderful, so beautiful and wanted. He's the most amazing person and can brighten up my entire with just a "sup". I don't know how I ended up with him. I don't know where he has been all my life. But I'm glad I found him. I'm so happy and I feel like a completly changed person. For the better of course. This may seem really creepy.. but it's how I feel and there's nothing that can change this great feeling right now. I love you baby, never forget it.