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So i am at work , and what better place to update ur journal than at work...
Things happened lately that changed so much in our group of friends, but this is no ones fault i have come up with a couple of explanations that make me think that no matter what would have happened in the future this is something we cant fight right now... SO things are shitty but come on people we are young trying to figure out our independence and trying to figure out what we want in life, for the most of us we are all going into our majors and deciding things that will pretty much effect the rest of our fucking lifes, i dont know about u , but i am fucking so scared. what if i make some wrong choices, what if i get to my senior year and figure i hate this, then i just wasted 3 years of my life trying to get towards something i hate...
then there is all of us friends, we are all going threw so much shit , and i think its harder to trust people now thanks to a "friend". U dont pick up and fucking leave and expect all of us to be like "please dont go". fuck that, u dont do stuff like that, and now that we know how easy it is to fuck friends over , its hard to wonder what everyone elses motives are. U should have to do that... so a big FUCK U JASON sounds about right.
I just hope that things will get better, i love the people i surround my self with and wouldnt know where i would be without them... I just hope things will turn out ok in the end.
Things happened lately that changed so much in our group of friends, but this is no ones fault i have come up with a couple of explanations that make me think that no matter what would have happened in the future this is something we cant fight right now... SO things are shitty but come on people we are young trying to figure out our independence and trying to figure out what we want in life, for the most of us we are all going into our majors and deciding things that will pretty much effect the rest of our fucking lifes, i dont know about u , but i am fucking so scared. what if i make some wrong choices, what if i get to my senior year and figure i hate this, then i just wasted 3 years of my life trying to get towards something i hate...
then there is all of us friends, we are all going threw so much shit , and i think its harder to trust people now thanks to a "friend". U dont pick up and fucking leave and expect all of us to be like "please dont go". fuck that, u dont do stuff like that, and now that we know how easy it is to fuck friends over , its hard to wonder what everyone elses motives are. U should have to do that... so a big FUCK U JASON sounds about right.
I just hope that things will get better, i love the people i surround my self with and wouldnt know where i would be without them... I just hope things will turn out ok in the end.