Sep 03, 2005 21:48
school.. ehh could be worse!! looking at everything on the bright side.. im kinda stressed about bio ap tho...
on a better/more serious note.. after a 2 hour very good conversation in the jacuzzi with maegan i have realized that im not gunna take my life as granted as i do.. i hate wearing that ugly big black brace on my knee but it could be worse. im happy with life and im not gunna worry about a date for homecoming or when i can get the brace off.. im just gunna do my best to get it better and have fun no matter what, date or not for homecoming.. and also get my priorities straight.. this year actually starts to count for college and since pepperdine looks like a good school im gunna work my buttt off! ap bio is already somewhat stressing me out so im gunna be ON TOP OF IT!!! im not gunna think "poor me" when so many people are worse off than me.. "fat" is not in my vocab anymore.. i know for the most part im not and im lucky.. my parents are understanding and cool most of the time.. my life is pretty damn good and from now on i am gunna start thinking about everything on the bright side. and i have really good friends that would never let me down and would be there for me all the time.. i hope they know i would always be there for them!! im in no rush to end high school.. the best years of our life have just begun and they are flying by!! i do wanna know whats gunna happen grade wise and homecoming/prom everything.. but i guess i can wait and have fun in the present..
and maegan.. i love our friendship and wouldnt want it to end for ANYTHING!! we are gunna drive, go to college, and do anything and everything together!! best friends till the end!! NO DOUBT ABOUT IT!! oh yeah and how could i forget.. call eachother to come over to our haouses so we can talk about costco and food and furnature together! haha
k well this is pretty long but if u read it im glad cause im totally serious and from now on im gunna value everything i have..
always ♥ forever