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Nov 16, 2005 21:50

Hey peeps,

I feel so retarded lately. Well, Yeah. We're selling our house which means we're moving which means I might move schools which means I feel like my life is over. I am so pissed off and kinda BLEH about everything that is going on. For one, this guy from my church thought I wasn't eating properly therefore concluded that I was in love. I literally freaked out in his face cuz I am definately not. I did eat but he didn't see it! Anyways, the other thing is that I hate school and I've been so stressed out lately cuz I've been working on an art project so hard so hard so hard!!!! In fact I worked one week past the due date from 7-12 o clock at night! I would get to school and tell me teacher I didn't finish...she said I was working hard so she didn't bother but this stupid girl who is starting to become anerexic and who called herself my friend comes up to me and says "Ur still not finished?!" I got so pissed I almost yelled at her and I almost broke down crying. Emotional stress girlios. I HATE IT! I worked so loooooooong and freakin' HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then she says that about MY DRAWING?!?!?!?!?!? I feel like going up to her and punching her!!!! I gave it to my sister to deliver it to my art teacher on Friday cuz I was so tired! SO then she gives it to the teacher and the teacher said it was the best one in the class. I was so proud and felt like rubbing it in her face looong and haaaaaard. I am so stressed out thoguh cuz of the pressure of getting good marks. I want to get good marks I really do and it's causing me to loose precious sleep time. Sometimes I get so desperate that when I wake up in the morning and my sister says "time for school" I wish I never had. IT gets me so annoyed that I feel like going up to someone and telling everything about the history of my anger. It doesn't have to be anyone I know. Just someone who is willing to listen. I just don't wanna go to school tomorrow and the fact that I'm moving just adds on the the load man. Anyways, BYE.

-Pat
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