More Job Angst
Oh yeah, I'm all angsty about my job again. I need to vomit out my fears and frustrations around feeling like I can never get a handle on ALL of it. I seem to be able to get parts of it under control - witness my deft arranging of an itinerary for a visiting guest a whole month in advance as opposed to the panicked three days before of my previous two attempts - while other parts spin completely out of control - as evidenced by this morning's complete crash and burn of canceling a meeting two hours before it was scheduled despite spending hours and considerable emotional energy trying to get the fucking thing set up. Never, ever do I seem to be able to feel competent for more than just a few hours at a time. I miss competence.
I really just want to crawl somewhere safe and quiet where I can read a book or something. Can I do that? Is that allowed?
I really just want to crawl somewhere safe and quiet where I can read a book or something. Can I do that? Is that allowed?