May 11, 2012 00:27
Wow... just realized that we only have 3 mo. until our next TTC date. I'm starting to wonder if I don't have a luteal phase defect (you know, when I actually ovulate.. on Clomid). I'm halfway wondering if I shouldn't see a specialist earlier than I'd planned, so that we don't have to spend months trying to figure things out when we actually want to be TTC. Of course, I wouldn't want to waste successful ovulations. :/ I'm planning on going back on Metformin next month after all... perhaps that'd be better managed by the specialist than my GP. I dunno. Anyway... getting excited but anxious! I only have two more weeks of nursing school (oh goodness.. only 12 days, actually) and the summer looms ahead!
Still don't know how my in-laws will react. Can't say I really effing care, aside from it being a stressor for us. My husband's been trying to open up to his mom lately, about our fertility issues and the fact that we're trying/going to be trying, and it never goes over well. :/ But then yesterday my in-law were saying that they thought babies should be spaced closer than my husband's sister did ( almost 3 years exactly) because they think the three year old is reacting poorly (I think she's just being a kid... maybe regressing a little, but come on), so perhaps they will eventually react positively to the fact that we don't plan on waiting between kids (once we can manage to have them, that is).
Anyway.. hope you're all clucking along alright.