Mar 27, 2007 21:03
I have something to say, but i dont know how to say it.
I just saw a picture that made me miss the past.Im listening to my "thinking" song. and yup, im thinking.
i guess its really true: You dont know what you had, until you lost it.
I took it for granit. i was younger and less mature. How could i have been so stupid. I was terrible. I made some bad mistakes. I wish i could have done differently. It's good that we went our seperate ways, but ever stop to think what would have happened?
Time and time again, I appologize. Still to this day, i feel like crap for how i acted. I hurt what we had, because i was stupid. I made you think i didnt trust you, and im sorry
I never meant for it to go down like that.
Time is lost, i can't go back and fix it. Just believe me when i say im sorry.
I ain't hooked on the situation. im off and running. and yea things are drifting back to normal, and its nice. Things ARE going to continue to do that. What has happened, happened. and what will happen, will happen. There is a plan in which no one knows about it. i only hope that there is something in that plan where i end up happy.
Again im sorry.
I make mistakes, i'm only human.
The past was nice, but i think the future will be better...