Too early

Mar 27, 2007 05:57

I woke up this morning at 5 o'clock. I had to type this stupid paper for english. I annontated the articles last night, the woke up early to type it. its cool tho. i finished a little earlier that expected, so i got a few minutes to kill. Last night i was watching Ladder 49 before i went to bed, and i th part came on where "Jack Morrison" finds out that he is gonna be a father, and my body tingled. it was realy weird, and then i noticed that i was smiling. it was really weird. SO i took it as this: i really want to have a family and kids.

My biggest fear is that i won't end up with anyone, and that i'll live in a big house, with no one but my dog. i dont want that. I want a life. I want to get married and have kids. i want all that life has to bring.

So thats one of my fears. well im off to go get ready. i'll talk to you later my little Live Journal people.

Clubbster
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