i never knew i could sound like this :)
i can feel myself changing and changing. i'm overly filled with experience and i want to be able to help my friends when they're feeling it, too. i started so early.
i am starting to really appreciate my family and putting them first in my life. i never actually wanted to go home, have dinner that my mother cooked specially for us (seriously she and my uncle cook like gourmet restaurant meals almost every night), and just hang out and laugh with them.
i am paying more attention in school and actually learning with the knowledge provided for me.
in addition to that, i'm keeping my part time job in my schedule, too.
PLUS! i have awesome friends that always find the time to hang out with me, too.
i'm realizing who i am and doing things that i want to do and like the things that i want to like. not what everyone else thinks what we should want to do and follow everybody else.
i am not afraid to step into my life as a young adult. i'm really not. i know i'll survive :)
realization of sociality have come to hand. meaning that i don't need everyone to be my friend. i know who they are and they know it too. and that's enough for me.
i know i'll thank myself later for beginning to grow up. and it's okay to be a little scared sometimes
but life goes on. and you won't be able to stop it, just do it.
if you smile at things more, you'll feel the rejoice i have for being alive and upholding so much. and i'll be happy for you when you realize it, because i will have felt that same feeling too. :) so good luck guys. i'll see you out there.
i am starting to really appreciate my family and putting them first in my life. i never actually wanted to go home, have dinner that my mother cooked specially for us (seriously she and my uncle cook like gourmet restaurant meals almost every night), and just hang out and laugh with them.
i am paying more attention in school and actually learning with the knowledge provided for me.
in addition to that, i'm keeping my part time job in my schedule, too.
PLUS! i have awesome friends that always find the time to hang out with me, too.
i'm realizing who i am and doing things that i want to do and like the things that i want to like. not what everyone else thinks what we should want to do and follow everybody else.
i am not afraid to step into my life as a young adult. i'm really not. i know i'll survive :)
realization of sociality have come to hand. meaning that i don't need everyone to be my friend. i know who they are and they know it too. and that's enough for me.
i know i'll thank myself later for beginning to grow up. and it's okay to be a little scared sometimes
but life goes on. and you won't be able to stop it, just do it.
if you smile at things more, you'll feel the rejoice i have for being alive and upholding so much. and i'll be happy for you when you realize it, because i will have felt that same feeling too. :) so good luck guys. i'll see you out there.