Goodbye livejournal

[club_alibaba]

After years of not posting on here, I have decided to close my account as of next week. Don't know why I'm bothering to write a journal post about it, instead of just closing the damn thing- but hey. So goodbye livejournal and all of your depressing-ness. I think I'm closing it because I can't stand the memories- like my profile pic. I mean- it makes me want to cry- still! Can't believe we're not friends anymore. And then all the other people on here, from school- and everything about that place. It makes me sad. I'm just in shock lol. I mean, I came on here to post a new blog and see if anyone else had. And also to look back on everything and see how much it had changed- but I don't think I was ready to take in how dramatic the change is. Cause, apart from Anna and Rob- I don't think I have any other friends from school???- I'm not sure, definitely not friends but some aquaintances. I no longer know Bod or Leanne, or Emma, or Craig, Richard, Tony, Mark, James, Sam.... the list goes on. It just shows how all that effort was for nothing. If I could go back and do something different it would be to leave that school after GCSE's so I wouldn't have had to bother with everything. But to be honest, I wouldn't change- as it's lead me to now. And I'm sure in the next few years things we be looking brighter for me. They are already, it's just difficult sometimes.
I'm moving to Plymouth soon. Starting a new life, with a new place to work and going to College there. I can't wait :).
So goodbye livejournal and everyone on here, (not that anyone reads this).
I guess this is symbolic- I want to let go of my past. So I guess it's goodbye to that too. it's taken all this time, and I still will never be completely over things- the scars will remain (and I'm not just on about the physical ones). But hopefully it will make me stronger.
Good luck for the future xxx