judgement day is coming
I doubt very much that anyone in the world will ever see this so I am going to speak from the heart- for once.
The night before last I received news which at that present moment had torn my world apart. I was in utter shock, in floods of tears- I felt completely helpless. Then I actually bothered to find out the truth of my own accord, and in that I discovered something much worse; so bad it broke my heart to know about it.
Now Im confused. WHAT THE F*** HAS THIS WORLD COME TO? It seems that even those close to you cannot be trusted- ever. Many little quotes come into my head now, Im sure you know a few.
I am disgusted and at the same time I feel that the only way to resolve this within my own mind as well as prove my worth as a friend- is to act on the situation in question. In other words- I think I may have to destroy someones life and soul limb by limb until nothing is left. At the same time though, they are a very close friend and I did not want to lose them, and the thought of what has happened is eating away at me- at one point I thought stuff about it was all lies, but now I think I know what I believe.
There is something people must know about this world, and it is not to stick up for yourself or seek any form of 'revenge'- it is, that when one does something so terrible and out of character that they may feel permanently disillusioned from the realistic view of society, they must be taught through which ever means may be necessary- that they are in the wrong. In other words, those who do damage to others, those who are scum and filth, those who believe what they think is right and cause danger to the world- must by any means, be taught a lesson. And if necessary, that is what I will do. And these lessons must be learned, because there seems to be a lack of respect within the person in question.
Believe me, if you do read this- IT WILL ALL COME TO LIGHT SOON.
I expect that by Monday lunchtime half of the people in school will know the rumour version of it- but as soon as I myself know that rumour, my job will begin, and EVERYONE will feel the guilt for what they thought- people WILL become divided and friendships WILL end. Unfortunately though...the truth hurts, and will out.
Respect, Ali xxx
The night before last I received news which at that present moment had torn my world apart. I was in utter shock, in floods of tears- I felt completely helpless. Then I actually bothered to find out the truth of my own accord, and in that I discovered something much worse; so bad it broke my heart to know about it.
Now Im confused. WHAT THE F*** HAS THIS WORLD COME TO? It seems that even those close to you cannot be trusted- ever. Many little quotes come into my head now, Im sure you know a few.
I am disgusted and at the same time I feel that the only way to resolve this within my own mind as well as prove my worth as a friend- is to act on the situation in question. In other words- I think I may have to destroy someones life and soul limb by limb until nothing is left. At the same time though, they are a very close friend and I did not want to lose them, and the thought of what has happened is eating away at me- at one point I thought stuff about it was all lies, but now I think I know what I believe.
There is something people must know about this world, and it is not to stick up for yourself or seek any form of 'revenge'- it is, that when one does something so terrible and out of character that they may feel permanently disillusioned from the realistic view of society, they must be taught through which ever means may be necessary- that they are in the wrong. In other words, those who do damage to others, those who are scum and filth, those who believe what they think is right and cause danger to the world- must by any means, be taught a lesson. And if necessary, that is what I will do. And these lessons must be learned, because there seems to be a lack of respect within the person in question.
Believe me, if you do read this- IT WILL ALL COME TO LIGHT SOON.
I expect that by Monday lunchtime half of the people in school will know the rumour version of it- but as soon as I myself know that rumour, my job will begin, and EVERYONE will feel the guilt for what they thought- people WILL become divided and friendships WILL end. Unfortunately though...the truth hurts, and will out.
Respect, Ali xxx