it's just a stupid idea
I'm fifteen.
I'm fucking fifteen!
Fifteen is the worst age EVER.
FUCKING EVER.
Why do I have to be so god damn ridiculously in love with this shadow.
This person I don't even know.
This mystery!
Why do I have to be so very young??
I don't understand, I don't feel fifteen. I feel like I have enough thoughts and ideas and feelings running through my head to be just as old as I look!
It's not fair.
Normal girls are fine with fifteen-year-old boys.
Why do I find them so dispicably unattractive and unbearable.
Sixteen, seventeen.
Being legal is being dispicable.
I need to fall back into reality and forget this stupid boy.
Why do things have to be this way?
Listen to me, I am very much fifteen. There's nothing I can ever do about it. So fifteen it hurts, in every possible way.
I sure as fuck wish I could talk to someone about this. I wish I were drunk.
I wish I didn't have feelings.
I'm fucking fifteen!
Fifteen is the worst age EVER.
FUCKING EVER.
Why do I have to be so god damn ridiculously in love with this shadow.
This person I don't even know.
This mystery!
Why do I have to be so very young??
I don't understand, I don't feel fifteen. I feel like I have enough thoughts and ideas and feelings running through my head to be just as old as I look!
It's not fair.
Normal girls are fine with fifteen-year-old boys.
Why do I find them so dispicably unattractive and unbearable.
Sixteen, seventeen.
Being legal is being dispicable.
I need to fall back into reality and forget this stupid boy.
Why do things have to be this way?
Listen to me, I am very much fifteen. There's nothing I can ever do about it. So fifteen it hurts, in every possible way.
I sure as fuck wish I could talk to someone about this. I wish I were drunk.
I wish I didn't have feelings.