(no subject)
formal apology phase one
I AM SORRY IF I HAVE HURT YOU IN ANY WAY. I DID NOT MEAN TO. I HAVE NEVER HAD A GRAND PLAN TO HURT ANYONE.
Caitlin I am sorry there is nothing else i can say execpt that i was confused i was drunk. i know that is no excuse. you can hate me if you want and feel that is ok so use your discression. Know i am sorry and i never wanted to hurt you. You were never supposed to know becuase i knew i fucked up and made a MISTAKE. maybe i should i have told you ealier but i wanted our relationship to work so badly that i never told you. i NEVER TOLD YOU BECAUSE I FELT SO GUILTY I REVERTED TO THE HABBITS I NEVER WANTED TO GO BACK TO. i prefered to hurt myself than to rather hurt you. I could say i am sorry you knew but i guess you have a right. I didn't tell you becuase i wanted things to work i DID NOT WANT TO HURT YOU!
i know you are probablly NOT reading this
not thinking of me
just feeling hurt and betrayed.
I am sorry
i want to fix things i have always valued ur friendship. i hope that at some point i can call you and you will pick up.
it is only in this formate because this would be an aweful long message, espically if you didn't answer your phone.
I AM SORRY IF I HAVE HURT YOU IN ANY WAY. I DID NOT MEAN TO. I HAVE NEVER HAD A GRAND PLAN TO HURT ANYONE.
Caitlin I am sorry there is nothing else i can say execpt that i was confused i was drunk. i know that is no excuse. you can hate me if you want and feel that is ok so use your discression. Know i am sorry and i never wanted to hurt you. You were never supposed to know becuase i knew i fucked up and made a MISTAKE. maybe i should i have told you ealier but i wanted our relationship to work so badly that i never told you. i NEVER TOLD YOU BECAUSE I FELT SO GUILTY I REVERTED TO THE HABBITS I NEVER WANTED TO GO BACK TO. i prefered to hurt myself than to rather hurt you. I could say i am sorry you knew but i guess you have a right. I didn't tell you becuase i wanted things to work i DID NOT WANT TO HURT YOU!
i know you are probablly NOT reading this
not thinking of me
just feeling hurt and betrayed.
I am sorry
i want to fix things i have always valued ur friendship. i hope that at some point i can call you and you will pick up.
it is only in this formate because this would be an aweful long message, espically if you didn't answer your phone.