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I feel guilty about not going to the senior prom with shawn, but it would be impossible for us to go any way. I'm tapped out right now, and he works. It sucks that we can't see eachother as much because of his schedule and my schedule. Maybe I can get the boy to hang out during the week. This is a complicated relationship like any other one, I just didn't realize how difficult it would be. Some of my friends were right, guys just cause too much damn trouble. It doesn't feel like we're actually dating yet. It's too soon any way. God, listen to me. I sound like I'm obsessed. Lord help me, lol.