Nothing, and everything changes.
I figured it out, and there's nothing to figure out. Over analysing, trying to dig deeper to the route cause, useful, but not a significant way to healing.
Basically to go from knowing what's wrong and fixing the feeling, you have to learn to shut out. Because there IS no fixing feelings, there is no repair process, it's clean and simple, blocking out, and moving on.
god i wish i could fucking do that. mean while i'm stuck in the middle of trying to find the source of all my evils, and trying to get better. maybe i should have offed myself years ago.
look there i go being all "emo" again.
Basically to go from knowing what's wrong and fixing the feeling, you have to learn to shut out. Because there IS no fixing feelings, there is no repair process, it's clean and simple, blocking out, and moving on.
god i wish i could fucking do that. mean while i'm stuck in the middle of trying to find the source of all my evils, and trying to get better. maybe i should have offed myself years ago.
look there i go being all "emo" again.