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so today i found out that one of my friends has been looking sad lately because her 14 year old brother tried to commit suicide the other day and has been in hospital for the last few days.
i'm still in shock. i feel so sorry for Vicky and her family. this is not something i would wish on anyone...
so that kind of brought up old shiz about jenni and i...she was a year older and tried to commit suicide a number of times...anyway, yeah...i was just walking round the art block in a compelete daze after this information..
it's horrible
so that would explain my last post...
and then as i was going to dancing my piano teacher walked up my drive and nicely told me that i've failed my grade 6 piano exam for the second time...
i may as well just write failure on my head...so i took a picture to prove it...i have two pieces if paper now from the same grade exam saying that i'm a failure, which is funny because it's one for each hand...and when i was learning to walk i couldn't balance myself unless i had something in each hand...i guess this is to balance me out too...
ok so today i did crap eating-wise after saying that i'd water fast:
*100ml oat milk (35)
*3 pieces of bourneville (110)
*soup and beans (100)
* cream egg (174)
*bread(100)
Shameful total = 419
hmmm...not as bad as i'd thought but terrible nonetheless...good job i went swimming and my dance class and did my sit-ups
well yeah...
tomorrow will not be having anything...
hopefully
i'm still in shock. i feel so sorry for Vicky and her family. this is not something i would wish on anyone...
so that kind of brought up old shiz about jenni and i...she was a year older and tried to commit suicide a number of times...anyway, yeah...i was just walking round the art block in a compelete daze after this information..
it's horrible
so that would explain my last post...
and then as i was going to dancing my piano teacher walked up my drive and nicely told me that i've failed my grade 6 piano exam for the second time...
i may as well just write failure on my head...so i took a picture to prove it...i have two pieces if paper now from the same grade exam saying that i'm a failure, which is funny because it's one for each hand...and when i was learning to walk i couldn't balance myself unless i had something in each hand...i guess this is to balance me out too...
ok so today i did crap eating-wise after saying that i'd water fast:
*100ml oat milk (35)
*3 pieces of bourneville (110)
*soup and beans (100)
* cream egg (174)
*bread(100)
Shameful total = 419
hmmm...not as bad as i'd thought but terrible nonetheless...good job i went swimming and my dance class and did my sit-ups
well yeah...
tomorrow will not be having anything...
hopefully