Fic: Far From Home
Verse: Bound by Destiny 5/? [MASTER POST]
Chapter Title: FAR FROM HOME
Author: clover71
Fandom: Pokémon (Anime)
Pairing: Paul/ Ash (Comashipping)
Characters: Paul, Ash, Cilan, Iris, Trip, Brandon, Pikachu, Electivire
Rating: PG
Description: Written for love_bingo Round 2, for the square prompt, 'holding hands'
Word Count: 3,200+
Chapter Summary: Paul's presence adds spice to Ash's journey to Nimbasa City but what will happen when Paul leaves?
Disclaimer: This is only fan fiction and written for non-profitable purpose. Pokémon and its characters are owned by its creator, Satoshi Tajiri, and its media franchise is owned by Nintendo.
Author's Note(s):
- This chapter no longer conforms to the Black and White seasons. I completely scratched off the instance when Meowth joined Ash and company in their trek to Nimbasa City. Everything here is absolutely different from the incidents between the 14th and 15th seasons.
- A confession: I always forget to include Pikachu. The fact that he and Ash are inseparable often slips my mind when Paul is in the picture.
- The title of this chapter comes from the lyrics of the Battle Dimension Theme, 'We Will Be Heroes' (TV version)
My Love Bingo card
*the images used for this banner are screen captures from Pokemon season 10 and season 14
It's almost dark when Cilan suggests they camp out for the night. "There's only a couple of miles stretch to Nimbasa City," he says, dropping his brown backpack on the ground. "It's your choice, guys. We either move on until we get there or stop and rest for a while. We can set out early tomorrow morning."
Ash thinks one night in the outdoors won't hurt since they had a roof over their heads yesterday, but he still asks for Paul and Iris' opinions and both agrees that a break from their lengthy trek will do them good.
They've been on the road for two days, past a couple of meadows and through the mountain pass. Paul has been nothing but a pleasant companion, which doesn't really take Ash by surprise. Ash had always believed Paul is an okay guy, that he's not such a horrible person and this proves it. He's used to Paul's subdued personality and half the time, Paul maintains that image. There have been moments though, perhaps when Paul has his guard down, when he shows the slightest hint of emotions somehow.
What hasn't changed, Ash notes, is Paul's way of selecting Pokémon. Paul was enthralled with the power of a Beartic when they encountered a group of this ice type in the mountain and, as Ash had expected, Paul caught one.
"Let's see what this one can do," Paul says after they've had dinner but the Poké Ball doesn't release Beartic. The light on its button stays red.
"I think it's because you already have six Pokémon with you so that one won't work," Ash explains. "You'll have to send one to Reggie maybe, if you plan to use Beartic."
Paul's eyes remain on the Poké Ball sitting on his palm. "Probably. But if I am to battle Brandon when we return to Kanto, I plan to stick with my current team."
The idea of Paul leaving soon sends a sharp pang in Ash's chest. "I hope you can stay," Ash mutters under his breath.
Pikachu mutters, "Pika, pika," echoing Ash's thoughts.
Cilan walks up to them. "I'm interested to see what other Pokémon you have, Paul," he says since has only seen two so far: Magmortar, whom Paul used against Ash's Palpitoad when they battled at the Nimbasa Town's Pokémon Center the other day (Ash lost, of course, but he didn't feel bad about it), and Aggron, whom Paul used to capture Beartic.
"Sure. You wanna battle?" When Cilan agrees and brings out his Stunfisk, Paul stares at it with overt incredulity and says, "You've got to be joking."
Paul borrows Ash's Pokédex to gather information about Stunfisk then pulls out a Poké Ball. "Electivire, stand by for battle."
"Is that an electric type?" Iris asks Ash, her eyes wide. "Doesn't he know that's not a good match against Stunfisk who is an electric AND ground type?"
"Oh he knows." Ash can bet Paul has some tricks up his sleeve. Excitement burns through him and he can't wait to see how Paul will handle Cilan.
"You make the first move, Paul," Cilan calls out.
"Use thunder on the field," is Paul's first command and Electivire plunges its tails on the ground. Electric current flows from its body, breaking down the soil in the process and sending rocks flying straight to Stunfisk. Ash is hit with nostalgia, remembering that this is the exact move Paul used when they faced each other off at the Sinnoh League.
Cilan probably realizes that electric type moves won't work on Electivire so he avoids it until he makes the mistake of mimicking Paul's strategy and asks Stunfish to use Thundershock on the ground. The attack bounces off to Electivire, who then uses its ability - Motor Drive.
Ash knows Electivire is unstoppable once its speed increases so it doesn't come as a shock when Paul wins in the end.
Too tired from all the traveling, they decide to retire early. Ash is lying parallel to Paul, their sleeping bags barely a foot apart, when Paul asks, "How many badges do you have?"
"Only three. The regional league is six months away so I'm not worried."
Paul makes a noncommittal noise. "I'm sure."
"What about you? What will you do after your battle with Brandon?"
"I was thinking of challenging the Kanto Battle Frontier. Just like Reggie did." Paul's voice goes softer, pensive. "Just like you did."
"That will be awesome, Paul. If you get to be a Frontier Brain then maybe we can run a facility together someday."
"Will you two save that lovey-dovey conversation for some other time and get some sleep?" Iris says in a reprimanding tone, her voice loud enough to vibrate across the wide clearing. "We have to get up early tomorrow."
***
As soon as they reach Nimbasa City, Paul gets a call from Brandon telling him they're leaving in two days.
Two days! Ash can't breathe all of a sudden. His voice breaks when he says, "Y-you're leaving soon?"
Paul doesn't even meet his gaze. "Afraid so."
Eager to show Paul how much he has improved, Ash practically begs Paul to watch his battle with the Nimbasa Gym leader and Paul's response is a flat "as if I have other things to do."
Before Ash can run off though, Cilan tells him, "Why don't we head over to the Pokémon Center first and get something to eat."
Much as Ash wants to find the Nimbasa City Gym, his stomach has other plans though. The audible rumbling in his belly is so embarrassing that he can feel his cheeks burn, certain that his skin has turned a ridiculous shade of red.
They leave their things first in a room they all have to share. Judging from the tight frown that appears on Paul's face, Ash can tell he's not too happy with the lodging arrangement. "You can request for a separate room if you like."
Paul pins him with a don't-be-ridiculous look, says, "No need," and drops his body bag on the side of the bed closest to the one Ash has chosen. He doesn't complain when Pikachu hops on his bed and snuggles on the pillow.
After lunch, they all agree to search for the Nimbasa City Gym and Cilan is just about to make his way over to Nurse Joy to ask for directions when they saw Trip strut inside the building.
"If you're planning to challenge the Nimbasa Gym, I have bad news for you," Trip tells Ash, his eyes reflecting annoyance. "Gym Leader Elesa is out of town and will be back in three days."
A thick blanket of disappointment shrouds Ash when he realizes that Paul won't be around to witness his fourth gym battle. His mood suddenly takes a plunge, not even Cilan's usual perky attitude while showing them around the city can cheer him up.
It isn't until Paul nudges him, says, "Lift your head up. Stop looking so pathetic," and literally drags him to a nearby ice cream parlor that Ash stops moping. "Choose a flavor. For you and Pikachu. My treat. And not a single word of sentiment out of you or else I'll leave. Now."
"Um." Ash studies Paul for a while, wonders if they're stuck in another dimension - perhaps Giratina's reverse world - and he's seeing a totally opposite side of Paul. "We'll have chocolate chip."
When they walk out of the ice cream place, Iris eyes the cone filled with two large scoops of the frozen treat in Ash's hand. She snorts and says, "You're such a kid."
Thick cluster of clouds roll in to block the sun and Ash thinks the weather is just perfect. "I think I'll head back to the Pokémon Center and do a bit of training."
"I'll go with you," Paul says. "I need to get my Pokémon in shape as well."
***
Ash has no idea where Paul is, just knows that he's somewhere nearby. Though Ash wishes they can train together, he respects Paul's decision to work on his own.
When the afternoon folds in close to dusk, Trip decides to show up in the battle field behind the Pokémon Center. "So where's your boyfriend?" Trip asks, his eyes sweeping around the area.
"Who?"
A look of boredom creeps over Trip's facade. "That guy you've been hanging out with, the one with the purple hair."
"Oh, you mean Paul. He's not my boyfriend. He's just a friend, a former rival actually, back in Sinnoh." Ash realizes he's rambling but he doesn't care, doesn't even try to bite his tongue when he feels the words pool in his mouth. "He's really good. You should challenge him to a battle."
Trip huffs a derisive laugh, says, "If he's anything like you, no thanks. It's just going to be a complete waste of time," and turns to leave but he barely lifts a foot when Paul emerges from the bushes with Electivire behind him. Ash thinks Paul must have heard Trip's remark because his eyes are cold, his sharp gaze holding Trip in place.
"How does three-on-three sound?" The acrimony in Paul's tone sends a shiver underneath Ash's skin but Trip doesn't seem fazed. "No substitutions and the trainer that gets two wins first is the winner."
If Trip is threatened, he doesn't show it. He just mirrors Paul's challenging stance. "Fine with me." Instead of marching over to the opposite side of the field, Trip brings out his camera and takes several shots of Paul - from a considerable distance at first then up close.
Paul glares daggers at Trip. "What are you doing?"
"Chronicling my journey," Trip says while moving his camera around Paul and Electivire, taking pictures in different angles before shoving the gadget back in his pocket.
"You're pathetic," Paul snaps.
Electivire raises its fist at Trip and makes a sound that probably means it agrees with its trainer.
It feels surreal and unnerving to watch both his rivals battle but Ash thinks it is part exciting as well so he plants himself at the side of the field with Pikachu sitting on his shoulder.
Trip brings out his Frillish while Paul summons Gastrodon out of its Pokéball. Paul murmurs something to Electivire that Ash can't hear but it might have been something along the lines of "watch closely."
The coin toss application in Paul's Pokégear decides that Trip has the first move so he calls for an attack and does offense for the first few minutes while Paul counters them with his amazing defensive strategies.
The match is heating up by the time Cilan and Iris join Ash and the scene is too intense that Ash doesn't even notice Iris leaning close until she says, "Looks like your boyfriend is not doing well," against his ear.
Technically, she's right because Gastrodon is taking too much of its opponent's attacks but Ash knows Paul's style too well, knows Paul is only studying Frillish's moves. He parts his lips to tell Iris to just wait and see but then the 'boyfriend' element in her phrase catches up in his ever slow thought process.
"He's not my boyfriend, you know."
Iris rolls her eyes. "Whatever, Ash."
Paul ends up winning the match two to nothing.
The sour expression that Trip wears hints to how indignant he feels about the loss. He's quick to cover it up with a semblance of impassiveness when he walks up to Paul with his head held high and says, "I got to admit. You're good. Why don't you rub off some of your talent to your boyfriend here?" gesturing at Ash with a flick of his eyes. "He sure needs it."
Paul offers no reaction, just stares at Trip with his eyebrows tight and a soft crease appears on the skin just above the bridge of his nose. But Ash spies the slight trace of blush that surfaces on Paul's cheeks when the wind blows off his neck-length purple mane away from his face.
"Later." Trip swivels around with a dismissive wave and all Ash can do is watch him saunter away.
The rather painful jab on his side causes Ash to rip his eyes away from Trip's retreating form to find Iris jerking her head toward Paul. Ash feels a lump rise to his throat when he meets Paul's icy glare.
Cilan is the one to break the tension. "Why don't we all go inside the Center and grab something to eat?"
Paul doesn't say a word to Ash until they're back in their room, have taken their baths and are all in their pajamas. "So," he says, climbing into his bed, "do you often run into that blond dude?"
Ash's heart skips a beat when he detects the palpable signs of jealousy in Paul's voice but he can't come up with a rational reason why Paul should be jealous. "You mean Trip? Not really. He travels through the same route we do, but we rarely get to run into him. Just like how I occasionally ran into you back in Sinnoh."
An uncomfortable silence follows.
"Paul-"
"Go to sleep, Ash."
The stern way Paul spoke is enough to keep Ash's mouth close. It's only when the sounds of deep breathing from Iris and Cilan's corner fill the room that Ash speaks again. "Good night, Paul."
The only response Ash receives is a soft hum.
***
It's a grueling effort for Ash not to think about Paul leaving tomorrow. But when Brandon calls to let Paul know that he will be sending someone to pick him up the next morning, Ash is besieged with melancholy.
Cilan rests a hand between Ash's shoulder blades and regards Ash with empathy. He doesn't say anything but his eyes reflect his thoughts - sort of his silent way to tell Ash that everything is going to be okay, that Ash should just enjoy Paul's company while Paul is still here.
They spend the entire day riding the subway to get to different parts of the city. At sundown, they head over to the amusement park.
After a lengthy process of pleading and wheedling, Paul finally agrees to ride the Ferris Wheel with Ash and Pikachu. A hint of reluctance and fear crosses his face when they're actually standing in line, waiting for their turn.
Ash feels Paul freeze beside him when the attendant gestures for them to climb on the empty gondola. "Are you okay?" he asks, worried that he might be forcing Paul into doing something he's uncomfortable with.
"I'm not really fond of heights," Paul says, head tilted up as if he's sizing up the entire ride.
"Not fond of heights? What are you talking about? Didn't you ride a balloon when we were at a PokéRinger competition in Squallville?"
There's a pool of honesty lingering in Paul's eyes when he looks straight at Ash. "The Ferris Wheel is a different story."
Something breaks inside Ash and he has this unexplainable urge to gather Paul in his arms. He knows it's silly and Paul will probably land a punch between his eyes if he does that. So Ash settles for something equally risky but less conspicuous. He slides his glove-free hand into Paul's. "I can hold your hand throughout the ride. Or we can skip this one and try something else."
Paul glances at their joint hands then his eyes spring up to meet Ash's. "It's okay. Just… don't let go."
The gondola holding them climbs up in a slow, calming pace. Paul's hand remains entangled with Ash's, the warmth seeping through Paul's palm sends tingles up Ash's arm. Paul's grip tightens when they go through a bump.
The Ferris Wheel stops when they're almost at the highest peak. Ash expects to see Paul's eyes closed but when his head turns, he finds Paul gazing down at the city. Paul's back is stiff though and he squeezes Ash's hand a bit.
"It's so pretty up here, isn't it?" Ash lifts his free hand to scratch Pikachu behind his ear.
"I was five when my mom took me to this traveling circus that came to Veilstone that year," Paul starts to narrate, the soft glow of the lights from both sides of their gondola reflecting on his dark eyes. "I don't remember much. I was too young. But as far as I can recall, I have been feeling down since Reggie went on his journey. Mom probably thought going to the circus will lift up my spirits."
There was a slight pause when the ride starts to move again. Then Paul releases a sigh.
"There was an accident at the Ferris Wheel. The Electabuzz giving it power started acting up and the stupid trainer or ride attendant or whatever he was couldn't get the Pokémon under control. All I remember is an explosion and I thought the ride tilted. But mom held me through it all."
Ash realizes he doesn't know anything about Paul's family except for his brother, Reggie. He's aware that prying may sever the bond now forming between them but he takes his chances and asks, "Where's your mom now?"
There's no response, just the pressure of Paul's fingers on the back of Ash's hand. Ash thinks he's not going to get any answer, but then Paul speaks up, says, "Don't know," so softly that Ash has to lean in to hear him. "She's - was a researcher and was working with a team, unlocking the mysteries of legendary Pokémon. The year before I started out my journey, she left me with my grandfather and went to Mt. Coronet. She never came back. No one from her team did. They can't tell if she's dead or just missing in action."
It's Ash's turn to give Paul's hand a reassuring squeeze. "Maybe she's just missing and maybe you'll see her again someday." He doesn't ask about Paul's dad only because he's afraid Paul might ask about his and Ash won't know what to say.
"It's been almost six years, Ash. I don't want to keep my hopes up."
Ash is a little reluctant to let go of Paul when the ride ends but he knows it will be awkward if he doesn't.
***
Brandon is the one who shows up at the Nimbasa City Pokémon Center to pick up Paul.
Ash feels a sense of déjà vu, the scene when he left Sinnoh swimming in his head. Although this time, Paul's the one leaving.
Paul holds out a hand for Ash to shake, says, "Good luck on your Gym Battle," and rubs his thumb against Ash's knuckles before releasing him.
"You too, Paul. Good luck on your rematch with Brandon."
"Actually," Paul's eyes skip between Ash and Brandon, "I was thinking of challenging the Kanto Battle Frontier."
Brandon gives Paul a firm nod. "I think you should, Paul."
Paul boards the vehicle and bids Iris and Cilan farewell with a slight dip of his head. It's polite enough, Ash thinks. Of course he doesn't expect for Paul to be sentimental and all.
When Brandon's jeep disappears right around the bend, Ash can feel the threads of desolation curling around him.
Cilan rests his arm over Ash's shoulder and says, "You'll see him again. Trust me."
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Chapter Title: FAR FROM HOME
Author: clover71
Fandom: Pokémon (Anime)
Pairing: Paul/ Ash (Comashipping)
Characters: Paul, Ash, Cilan, Iris, Trip, Brandon, Pikachu, Electivire
Rating: PG
Description: Written for love_bingo Round 2, for the square prompt, 'holding hands'
Word Count: 3,200+
Chapter Summary: Paul's presence adds spice to Ash's journey to Nimbasa City but what will happen when Paul leaves?
Disclaimer: This is only fan fiction and written for non-profitable purpose. Pokémon and its characters are owned by its creator, Satoshi Tajiri, and its media franchise is owned by Nintendo.
Author's Note(s):
- This chapter no longer conforms to the Black and White seasons. I completely scratched off the instance when Meowth joined Ash and company in their trek to Nimbasa City. Everything here is absolutely different from the incidents between the 14th and 15th seasons.
- A confession: I always forget to include Pikachu. The fact that he and Ash are inseparable often slips my mind when Paul is in the picture.
- The title of this chapter comes from the lyrics of the Battle Dimension Theme, 'We Will Be Heroes' (TV version)
My Love Bingo card
*the images used for this banner are screen captures from Pokemon season 10 and season 14
It's almost dark when Cilan suggests they camp out for the night. "There's only a couple of miles stretch to Nimbasa City," he says, dropping his brown backpack on the ground. "It's your choice, guys. We either move on until we get there or stop and rest for a while. We can set out early tomorrow morning."
Ash thinks one night in the outdoors won't hurt since they had a roof over their heads yesterday, but he still asks for Paul and Iris' opinions and both agrees that a break from their lengthy trek will do them good.
They've been on the road for two days, past a couple of meadows and through the mountain pass. Paul has been nothing but a pleasant companion, which doesn't really take Ash by surprise. Ash had always believed Paul is an okay guy, that he's not such a horrible person and this proves it. He's used to Paul's subdued personality and half the time, Paul maintains that image. There have been moments though, perhaps when Paul has his guard down, when he shows the slightest hint of emotions somehow.
What hasn't changed, Ash notes, is Paul's way of selecting Pokémon. Paul was enthralled with the power of a Beartic when they encountered a group of this ice type in the mountain and, as Ash had expected, Paul caught one.
"Let's see what this one can do," Paul says after they've had dinner but the Poké Ball doesn't release Beartic. The light on its button stays red.
"I think it's because you already have six Pokémon with you so that one won't work," Ash explains. "You'll have to send one to Reggie maybe, if you plan to use Beartic."
Paul's eyes remain on the Poké Ball sitting on his palm. "Probably. But if I am to battle Brandon when we return to Kanto, I plan to stick with my current team."
The idea of Paul leaving soon sends a sharp pang in Ash's chest. "I hope you can stay," Ash mutters under his breath.
Pikachu mutters, "Pika, pika," echoing Ash's thoughts.
Cilan walks up to them. "I'm interested to see what other Pokémon you have, Paul," he says since has only seen two so far: Magmortar, whom Paul used against Ash's Palpitoad when they battled at the Nimbasa Town's Pokémon Center the other day (Ash lost, of course, but he didn't feel bad about it), and Aggron, whom Paul used to capture Beartic.
"Sure. You wanna battle?" When Cilan agrees and brings out his Stunfisk, Paul stares at it with overt incredulity and says, "You've got to be joking."
Paul borrows Ash's Pokédex to gather information about Stunfisk then pulls out a Poké Ball. "Electivire, stand by for battle."
"Is that an electric type?" Iris asks Ash, her eyes wide. "Doesn't he know that's not a good match against Stunfisk who is an electric AND ground type?"
"Oh he knows." Ash can bet Paul has some tricks up his sleeve. Excitement burns through him and he can't wait to see how Paul will handle Cilan.
"You make the first move, Paul," Cilan calls out.
"Use thunder on the field," is Paul's first command and Electivire plunges its tails on the ground. Electric current flows from its body, breaking down the soil in the process and sending rocks flying straight to Stunfisk. Ash is hit with nostalgia, remembering that this is the exact move Paul used when they faced each other off at the Sinnoh League.
Cilan probably realizes that electric type moves won't work on Electivire so he avoids it until he makes the mistake of mimicking Paul's strategy and asks Stunfish to use Thundershock on the ground. The attack bounces off to Electivire, who then uses its ability - Motor Drive.
Ash knows Electivire is unstoppable once its speed increases so it doesn't come as a shock when Paul wins in the end.
Too tired from all the traveling, they decide to retire early. Ash is lying parallel to Paul, their sleeping bags barely a foot apart, when Paul asks, "How many badges do you have?"
"Only three. The regional league is six months away so I'm not worried."
Paul makes a noncommittal noise. "I'm sure."
"What about you? What will you do after your battle with Brandon?"
"I was thinking of challenging the Kanto Battle Frontier. Just like Reggie did." Paul's voice goes softer, pensive. "Just like you did."
"That will be awesome, Paul. If you get to be a Frontier Brain then maybe we can run a facility together someday."
"Will you two save that lovey-dovey conversation for some other time and get some sleep?" Iris says in a reprimanding tone, her voice loud enough to vibrate across the wide clearing. "We have to get up early tomorrow."
***
As soon as they reach Nimbasa City, Paul gets a call from Brandon telling him they're leaving in two days.
Two days! Ash can't breathe all of a sudden. His voice breaks when he says, "Y-you're leaving soon?"
Paul doesn't even meet his gaze. "Afraid so."
Eager to show Paul how much he has improved, Ash practically begs Paul to watch his battle with the Nimbasa Gym leader and Paul's response is a flat "as if I have other things to do."
Before Ash can run off though, Cilan tells him, "Why don't we head over to the Pokémon Center first and get something to eat."
Much as Ash wants to find the Nimbasa City Gym, his stomach has other plans though. The audible rumbling in his belly is so embarrassing that he can feel his cheeks burn, certain that his skin has turned a ridiculous shade of red.
They leave their things first in a room they all have to share. Judging from the tight frown that appears on Paul's face, Ash can tell he's not too happy with the lodging arrangement. "You can request for a separate room if you like."
Paul pins him with a don't-be-ridiculous look, says, "No need," and drops his body bag on the side of the bed closest to the one Ash has chosen. He doesn't complain when Pikachu hops on his bed and snuggles on the pillow.
After lunch, they all agree to search for the Nimbasa City Gym and Cilan is just about to make his way over to Nurse Joy to ask for directions when they saw Trip strut inside the building.
"If you're planning to challenge the Nimbasa Gym, I have bad news for you," Trip tells Ash, his eyes reflecting annoyance. "Gym Leader Elesa is out of town and will be back in three days."
A thick blanket of disappointment shrouds Ash when he realizes that Paul won't be around to witness his fourth gym battle. His mood suddenly takes a plunge, not even Cilan's usual perky attitude while showing them around the city can cheer him up.
It isn't until Paul nudges him, says, "Lift your head up. Stop looking so pathetic," and literally drags him to a nearby ice cream parlor that Ash stops moping. "Choose a flavor. For you and Pikachu. My treat. And not a single word of sentiment out of you or else I'll leave. Now."
"Um." Ash studies Paul for a while, wonders if they're stuck in another dimension - perhaps Giratina's reverse world - and he's seeing a totally opposite side of Paul. "We'll have chocolate chip."
When they walk out of the ice cream place, Iris eyes the cone filled with two large scoops of the frozen treat in Ash's hand. She snorts and says, "You're such a kid."
Thick cluster of clouds roll in to block the sun and Ash thinks the weather is just perfect. "I think I'll head back to the Pokémon Center and do a bit of training."
"I'll go with you," Paul says. "I need to get my Pokémon in shape as well."
***
Ash has no idea where Paul is, just knows that he's somewhere nearby. Though Ash wishes they can train together, he respects Paul's decision to work on his own.
When the afternoon folds in close to dusk, Trip decides to show up in the battle field behind the Pokémon Center. "So where's your boyfriend?" Trip asks, his eyes sweeping around the area.
"Who?"
A look of boredom creeps over Trip's facade. "That guy you've been hanging out with, the one with the purple hair."
"Oh, you mean Paul. He's not my boyfriend. He's just a friend, a former rival actually, back in Sinnoh." Ash realizes he's rambling but he doesn't care, doesn't even try to bite his tongue when he feels the words pool in his mouth. "He's really good. You should challenge him to a battle."
Trip huffs a derisive laugh, says, "If he's anything like you, no thanks. It's just going to be a complete waste of time," and turns to leave but he barely lifts a foot when Paul emerges from the bushes with Electivire behind him. Ash thinks Paul must have heard Trip's remark because his eyes are cold, his sharp gaze holding Trip in place.
"How does three-on-three sound?" The acrimony in Paul's tone sends a shiver underneath Ash's skin but Trip doesn't seem fazed. "No substitutions and the trainer that gets two wins first is the winner."
If Trip is threatened, he doesn't show it. He just mirrors Paul's challenging stance. "Fine with me." Instead of marching over to the opposite side of the field, Trip brings out his camera and takes several shots of Paul - from a considerable distance at first then up close.
Paul glares daggers at Trip. "What are you doing?"
"Chronicling my journey," Trip says while moving his camera around Paul and Electivire, taking pictures in different angles before shoving the gadget back in his pocket.
"You're pathetic," Paul snaps.
Electivire raises its fist at Trip and makes a sound that probably means it agrees with its trainer.
It feels surreal and unnerving to watch both his rivals battle but Ash thinks it is part exciting as well so he plants himself at the side of the field with Pikachu sitting on his shoulder.
Trip brings out his Frillish while Paul summons Gastrodon out of its Pokéball. Paul murmurs something to Electivire that Ash can't hear but it might have been something along the lines of "watch closely."
The coin toss application in Paul's Pokégear decides that Trip has the first move so he calls for an attack and does offense for the first few minutes while Paul counters them with his amazing defensive strategies.
The match is heating up by the time Cilan and Iris join Ash and the scene is too intense that Ash doesn't even notice Iris leaning close until she says, "Looks like your boyfriend is not doing well," against his ear.
Technically, she's right because Gastrodon is taking too much of its opponent's attacks but Ash knows Paul's style too well, knows Paul is only studying Frillish's moves. He parts his lips to tell Iris to just wait and see but then the 'boyfriend' element in her phrase catches up in his ever slow thought process.
"He's not my boyfriend, you know."
Iris rolls her eyes. "Whatever, Ash."
Paul ends up winning the match two to nothing.
The sour expression that Trip wears hints to how indignant he feels about the loss. He's quick to cover it up with a semblance of impassiveness when he walks up to Paul with his head held high and says, "I got to admit. You're good. Why don't you rub off some of your talent to your boyfriend here?" gesturing at Ash with a flick of his eyes. "He sure needs it."
Paul offers no reaction, just stares at Trip with his eyebrows tight and a soft crease appears on the skin just above the bridge of his nose. But Ash spies the slight trace of blush that surfaces on Paul's cheeks when the wind blows off his neck-length purple mane away from his face.
"Later." Trip swivels around with a dismissive wave and all Ash can do is watch him saunter away.
The rather painful jab on his side causes Ash to rip his eyes away from Trip's retreating form to find Iris jerking her head toward Paul. Ash feels a lump rise to his throat when he meets Paul's icy glare.
Cilan is the one to break the tension. "Why don't we all go inside the Center and grab something to eat?"
Paul doesn't say a word to Ash until they're back in their room, have taken their baths and are all in their pajamas. "So," he says, climbing into his bed, "do you often run into that blond dude?"
Ash's heart skips a beat when he detects the palpable signs of jealousy in Paul's voice but he can't come up with a rational reason why Paul should be jealous. "You mean Trip? Not really. He travels through the same route we do, but we rarely get to run into him. Just like how I occasionally ran into you back in Sinnoh."
An uncomfortable silence follows.
"Paul-"
"Go to sleep, Ash."
The stern way Paul spoke is enough to keep Ash's mouth close. It's only when the sounds of deep breathing from Iris and Cilan's corner fill the room that Ash speaks again. "Good night, Paul."
The only response Ash receives is a soft hum.
***
It's a grueling effort for Ash not to think about Paul leaving tomorrow. But when Brandon calls to let Paul know that he will be sending someone to pick him up the next morning, Ash is besieged with melancholy.
Cilan rests a hand between Ash's shoulder blades and regards Ash with empathy. He doesn't say anything but his eyes reflect his thoughts - sort of his silent way to tell Ash that everything is going to be okay, that Ash should just enjoy Paul's company while Paul is still here.
They spend the entire day riding the subway to get to different parts of the city. At sundown, they head over to the amusement park.
After a lengthy process of pleading and wheedling, Paul finally agrees to ride the Ferris Wheel with Ash and Pikachu. A hint of reluctance and fear crosses his face when they're actually standing in line, waiting for their turn.
Ash feels Paul freeze beside him when the attendant gestures for them to climb on the empty gondola. "Are you okay?" he asks, worried that he might be forcing Paul into doing something he's uncomfortable with.
"I'm not really fond of heights," Paul says, head tilted up as if he's sizing up the entire ride.
"Not fond of heights? What are you talking about? Didn't you ride a balloon when we were at a PokéRinger competition in Squallville?"
There's a pool of honesty lingering in Paul's eyes when he looks straight at Ash. "The Ferris Wheel is a different story."
Something breaks inside Ash and he has this unexplainable urge to gather Paul in his arms. He knows it's silly and Paul will probably land a punch between his eyes if he does that. So Ash settles for something equally risky but less conspicuous. He slides his glove-free hand into Paul's. "I can hold your hand throughout the ride. Or we can skip this one and try something else."
Paul glances at their joint hands then his eyes spring up to meet Ash's. "It's okay. Just… don't let go."
The gondola holding them climbs up in a slow, calming pace. Paul's hand remains entangled with Ash's, the warmth seeping through Paul's palm sends tingles up Ash's arm. Paul's grip tightens when they go through a bump.
The Ferris Wheel stops when they're almost at the highest peak. Ash expects to see Paul's eyes closed but when his head turns, he finds Paul gazing down at the city. Paul's back is stiff though and he squeezes Ash's hand a bit.
"It's so pretty up here, isn't it?" Ash lifts his free hand to scratch Pikachu behind his ear.
"I was five when my mom took me to this traveling circus that came to Veilstone that year," Paul starts to narrate, the soft glow of the lights from both sides of their gondola reflecting on his dark eyes. "I don't remember much. I was too young. But as far as I can recall, I have been feeling down since Reggie went on his journey. Mom probably thought going to the circus will lift up my spirits."
There was a slight pause when the ride starts to move again. Then Paul releases a sigh.
"There was an accident at the Ferris Wheel. The Electabuzz giving it power started acting up and the stupid trainer or ride attendant or whatever he was couldn't get the Pokémon under control. All I remember is an explosion and I thought the ride tilted. But mom held me through it all."
Ash realizes he doesn't know anything about Paul's family except for his brother, Reggie. He's aware that prying may sever the bond now forming between them but he takes his chances and asks, "Where's your mom now?"
There's no response, just the pressure of Paul's fingers on the back of Ash's hand. Ash thinks he's not going to get any answer, but then Paul speaks up, says, "Don't know," so softly that Ash has to lean in to hear him. "She's - was a researcher and was working with a team, unlocking the mysteries of legendary Pokémon. The year before I started out my journey, she left me with my grandfather and went to Mt. Coronet. She never came back. No one from her team did. They can't tell if she's dead or just missing in action."
It's Ash's turn to give Paul's hand a reassuring squeeze. "Maybe she's just missing and maybe you'll see her again someday." He doesn't ask about Paul's dad only because he's afraid Paul might ask about his and Ash won't know what to say.
"It's been almost six years, Ash. I don't want to keep my hopes up."
Ash is a little reluctant to let go of Paul when the ride ends but he knows it will be awkward if he doesn't.
***
Brandon is the one who shows up at the Nimbasa City Pokémon Center to pick up Paul.
Ash feels a sense of déjà vu, the scene when he left Sinnoh swimming in his head. Although this time, Paul's the one leaving.
Paul holds out a hand for Ash to shake, says, "Good luck on your Gym Battle," and rubs his thumb against Ash's knuckles before releasing him.
"You too, Paul. Good luck on your rematch with Brandon."
"Actually," Paul's eyes skip between Ash and Brandon, "I was thinking of challenging the Kanto Battle Frontier."
Brandon gives Paul a firm nod. "I think you should, Paul."
Paul boards the vehicle and bids Iris and Cilan farewell with a slight dip of his head. It's polite enough, Ash thinks. Of course he doesn't expect for Paul to be sentimental and all.
When Brandon's jeep disappears right around the bend, Ash can feel the threads of desolation curling around him.
Cilan rests his arm over Ash's shoulder and says, "You'll see him again. Trust me."
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