Oct 19, 2004 21:23
Like the title says, "Oops." I forgot to update my journal for the past couple weeks. Well I didn't really forgot...just...it slipped my mind whenever I had the time to do it. Plus, I kept post-poning it.... Oh, well....
Anyways, much has happen over the past few weeks. For bad news, Chris and I went through a few rough times. I kept slipping in and out of my depression phase. There's still a lot of holes in my life that needs to be fix. A lot of issues I need to overcome, especially ones of the past. Basically, just like Chris is always telling, I need to relax. I just need to let go. However, sometimes saying is easier thand doing, which is what I'm going through right now. It's really too hard to let go...but I'm learning.
For good news, I got a job! Yay! I'm so happy! X3 *Dances* It's at Banana Republic, though. =T It's not my kind of store, but working there will at least not give me an incentive to splurge my money since there isn't really anything I want to buy there. School wise, I'm doing very well. So far I'm getting a B in Audio, an A in Art History, and a B in Japanese. =D But yeah! I got a job! =D I can finally pay for things instead of mooching off my boyfriend! ^^;b And for those who know me, you guys know how much I HATE mooching. >_> Hopefully I can save enough to get a promise ring for Chris for our 1 year anniversary. =3 I don't like the idea how promise rings are when the guy gets the girl a ring. The girl should make a promise, too. Therefore, Chris and I are going exchange rings. Isn't that cute? I think so. *Sigh* <3
Hmm...what did I do today.... Tried to go to Audio class on time, but that didn't work out so well. It was raining so bad I couldn't see 10 feet ahead of me. I couldn't see the lanes very well or the cars ahead of me at 45 miles per hour. Scary. I was hydro gliding a lot, too, because it's the first rain of the week. The road was quite slippery. There were a lot of huge puddles in the freeway, so I almost lost control a few times. Well, like I said, got to Audio class late. Luckily, there wasn't a quiz. Sat through lecture and did the lab afterwards. Japanese...I accidently left my homework at home. ^^;a Oh, well...I'll make it up. Got a B on my test. That was it....
And yeah...that's it. =P
Mission(s) of the day:
1. Study for Audio/Japanese Quiz - COMPLETED
2. Attend Audio class - COMPLETED
3. Attend Japanese class - COMPLETED
Random fact of the day:
Shakespeare spelled his own name several different ways.
Random quote of the day:
"This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
This is the way the world ends
Not with a bang but a whimper."
- T. S. Eliot "The Hollow Men"
Random song of the day:
Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you
It's just like we were meant to be
Holding hands with you when we're out at night
Got a girlfriend, you say it isn't right
And I've got someone waiting too
What if this is just the beginning
We're already wet, and we're gonna go swimming
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Isn't this the best part of breakin' up
Finding someone else you can't get enough of
Someone who wants to be with you too
It's an itch we know we are gonna scratch
Gonna take a while for this egg to hatch
But wouldn't it be beautiful
Here we go, we're at the beginning
We haven't fucked yet, but my heads spinning
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
High enough for you to make me wonder
Where it's goin'
High enough for you to pull me under
Somethin's growin'
out of this that we can control
Baby I am dyin'
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
- Liz Phair "Why Can't I?"