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I'm a lot less worried than I was yesterday. I don't think my girlfriend's trying to get rid of me. She's just busy. And I'm just paranoid.
We're talking about career stuff. She's really encouraging. And we have a lot in common.
I really like her and care about her. I want to make her happy, too, like she's made me. I worry I'm not doing that, and I think that's what makes me paranoid. I'm not a romantic. I'm not good at saying what I feel and letting people know that I care about them.
But, she's great. I hope I don't do something dumb and mess it up, I don't want to lose her. She gets me, and I feel so much happier now than I have before. I feel like I can be myself around her, more than I have with anyone else. And it makes me be more honest and more like myself in the rest of my life. Since I started dating her, I've had REAL talks with my mom and we get each other better. I came out to all my friends. And I've stopped hiding behind my shyness.
I'm happy. That's all there is to it, really.
Laters. I'm gonna go talk to my girl. ^_^
We're talking about career stuff. She's really encouraging. And we have a lot in common.
I really like her and care about her. I want to make her happy, too, like she's made me. I worry I'm not doing that, and I think that's what makes me paranoid. I'm not a romantic. I'm not good at saying what I feel and letting people know that I care about them.
But, she's great. I hope I don't do something dumb and mess it up, I don't want to lose her. She gets me, and I feel so much happier now than I have before. I feel like I can be myself around her, more than I have with anyone else. And it makes me be more honest and more like myself in the rest of my life. Since I started dating her, I've had REAL talks with my mom and we get each other better. I came out to all my friends. And I've stopped hiding behind my shyness.
I'm happy. That's all there is to it, really.
Laters. I'm gonna go talk to my girl. ^_^