Sep 23, 2004 01:27
I just got an im from a friend i haven't seen in awhile. i wanted to see him all summer but didn't really get a chance. apparently, he's been kicked out of his house for talking back to his parents. i think there has to be a bit more to it than that...but you never know, really...
it sucks. even though he says he makes a good drifter, and i'm sure he does, knowing him...it's just not right. especially considering how his mom was. she never seemed to mind anything he did, let him skip work and school and such, and then gets mad over the stupidest things...it's not fair for him to get kicked out, and have to wander like this.
i miss him so much, and i'm worried about him...he gets bitter and depressed fairly easily. i just want to go find him and hug him and make everything alright. but i was never very good at helping him. he'd talk to me, and i'd try to help...but he never seemed to need help. he did actually talk and listen to me last year, asking advice...but i don't know now. i just know i really want to see him. i love him so much(not like dating-love...brother/friend love...i wish i could help him more. and i really wish i had gone to see him this summer...i'm such a moron sometimes. grr. i could smack myself. but that solves nothing and would not make him happy, so i won't.
i don't know. it's so irritating. i don't know what to do. and i may have to edit my journal soon...meh.
bright side:my fishies are still alive. hoorah.
well, i'm gonna go now. just needed to talk. thanks for reading. be back soon. nite.
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