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Sep 17, 2006 11:55

Yestoday, I met with khea and went to kasu's party.
I rarely went to any young people's party, LOL, I know it sounds stupid, but yeah, this is probably the first time, a real young people party.
Khea gave a presents with a letter, and she wouldnt let open it untill i go home. 
There were so many people in the small apartment, but fun.
Takoyaki is my favourite food! we ate so many there! lala.
A japanese girl atrracted me with her perfect skin and incredible makeup skill.
So we eventually became good friends, and will meet up on playday!yay! Now I can learn her secret. hahahahahahhahaha.
Khea drank a lot, which I did not notice. If I have seen her drinking a lot I would had stopped her. 
I really wish with all heart that her fiance is alright, but all I can to do is to pray for her and support her. 
I'm weak, but my father GOD is the mighty king, with him leading us, there will be a happy ending, always.
So, back to lat night. 1 clock am on downtown street, two girls walking on the street, one is yelling, singing, falling. I know I looked bad, especially a friend saw me. Holding a drunk girl late at night in downtown, haha, bye bye good girl image!!!
Mom was very very mad last night, she kept on calling me and yell at me, but I still couldnot litsen to her or anything, because I had to make sure khea goes home safely first.
Good thing is takashi magically appeared and made khea quite, i dont know how did he do that. LOL
Good guy kasu came and took khea home by tax, and I finally could go home. 
Last night was very cold, especially with guilty in my heart.
Sitting on 98 bline,  enjoying the midnight atomsphere, I opened the letter from khea.
I always try my best to treasure friendship. I love friends like myself, I think them before myself, I forgive whatever that piss me or anything. . . . . but is friendship that important to every one? maybe friends are important to every normal people, because they are scared to be left alone. Though, a real friendship is different, its not just the person to hang out with, but a person to love, to be loved.
I'm gald that khea has me, and i have her. now she is at difficult time. i cant see anything on this silly girl's happy face, but her letter descirbed all. 
You droped out the school for you fiance, and left your family and firends and your home town far behind, and went on to follow your fiance. your fiance is this rarity nice guy, succeful. He grant you everything and wholehearted for you. Everything is arranged, things are going so smooth, this school in his country accept you. you are just waiting for a engagement ring. ALL of sudden he disappeared in the world. Nobody can contace him.. . . . . . . . . . . 
you feeling is                                  eh?
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