Dec 09, 2006 12:47
what does that mean?
I once distained human nature soooo much, for the part they use their selfishness to gain their desires and tear up other's dreams.
I have come to reaized that I nothing different.
I had destroyed many people.
Do I feel sorry for them? am I suppose to?
I dont even know what to do.
oh well, I sneak out and find out things that I want to know.
Everytime when I see people teared up, I'm hurt.
Everytime when I see people teared up, and their destiny is in my hand, I lose the ability to talk.
I'm a happy person, always always, and I'm lucky, I dont even know how does it feel to be so sad.
I want to make it good for people, I mean those people who are effected by me.
actually someone like me should truly be destroyed.
I think the only reason why I still existed is because there is something I have to use my ability to complete in the world.
I dont know how to pay back, but I will do my best to make happiness to everybody around!!