Destroy and tear up

Dec 09, 2006 12:47

what does that mean?
I once distained human nature soooo much, for the part they use their selfishness to gain their desires and tear up other's dreams.

I have come to reaized that I nothing different.

I had destroyed many people.

Do I feel sorry for them? am I suppose to?

I dont even know what to do.

oh well, I sneak out and find out things that I want to know.

Everytime when I see people teared up, I'm hurt.

Everytime when I see people teared up, and their destiny is in my hand, I lose the ability to talk.

I'm a happy person, always always, and I'm lucky, I dont even know how does it feel to be so sad.

I want to make it good for people, I mean those people who are effected by me.

actually someone like me should truly be destroyed.

I think the only reason why I still existed is because there is something I have to use my ability to complete in the world.

I dont know how to pay back, but I will do my best to make happiness to everybody around!!
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