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Why does everyone seem to think it is MY fault I have Chrone's?!?!
I swear, I get more crap about not being able to do things than I can stand. Everytime, I get sick, people fucking give me crap because I can just go and do things that I'm supposed to do and want to do. I can't just magically make it go away! Do people seriously think I get sick on purpose? Is that why everyone lays into me? Cause if that's what people think, they're fucking mental. I miss things like tech, teakwondo, and going out with people.
I mean this weekend I was supposed to do something with Sam and Aimee, but I can't. I'm on like twice the drugs I am normally on (one of which is really gross), and I can't go to Taekwondo, and I have tons of school stuff to make up. Hell, it would be great if my doctor could figure out what the hell is wrong with my stomach, but this happens all the time.
I just wish people would give it a rest and not make it seem like this is entirely my fault...trust me, if I had the choice, I wouldn't have Chrone's, and I would not keep getting sick. It's not as fun as everyone seems to think it is. I'd be able to do tons more stuff, like everyone else, and things would be great.
Okay, I'm done ranting, this was just bugging me.
I swear, I get more crap about not being able to do things than I can stand. Everytime, I get sick, people fucking give me crap because I can just go and do things that I'm supposed to do and want to do. I can't just magically make it go away! Do people seriously think I get sick on purpose? Is that why everyone lays into me? Cause if that's what people think, they're fucking mental. I miss things like tech, teakwondo, and going out with people.
I mean this weekend I was supposed to do something with Sam and Aimee, but I can't. I'm on like twice the drugs I am normally on (one of which is really gross), and I can't go to Taekwondo, and I have tons of school stuff to make up. Hell, it would be great if my doctor could figure out what the hell is wrong with my stomach, but this happens all the time.
I just wish people would give it a rest and not make it seem like this is entirely my fault...trust me, if I had the choice, I wouldn't have Chrone's, and I would not keep getting sick. It's not as fun as everyone seems to think it is. I'd be able to do tons more stuff, like everyone else, and things would be great.
Okay, I'm done ranting, this was just bugging me.