....
really... i mean everyday i wake up to the same thing over and over again.
I dont want to stay in XXX anymore. i think.
if my daily routine will always be the same(study, eat, classes, friends, and back to study again...) ... i WILL just go crazy...
i want HOME
home means good bed, swimming, monkeys (really, there's alot of 'em), my old big, spacious table, my own bathroom, my tv, my old minsung(old comp^^) with fast connectivity, and my fluffy teddy bear.
everyday... every freaking minutes of my life, all i ever do is pleasing others but never myself.
pretending that i'm fine when inside i'm empty.
and you know what all i ever got in return is more hate than appreciation. hey, give me some credit here...
go away you suckers, your sole purpose of existence is to make others feel miserable and unloved. *bang bang*
Now i feel a little bit better