you make me go insane
today is 3 days before PSR started. and it's makes me depressed. hell yeah.
it's a competition of balinese cultures for students. i myself attend a drawing competition. i started to practice a month before with my friends. i draw a balinese dance show and since that day, i always draw those sketch twice a week. oh gaaawd, i'm bored! i don't like to draw a same sketch more than twice. i like a fresh sketch, and a sketch that drawn more than twice isn't fresh anymore. but i can still tolerate.
the problem come when i started to color two days ago. i was confused what should i use to color. crayon? watercolor? pencilcolor? hell. and what colour that should i choose for the clothes, floor, skin, hair etc? and my sketch needed black so much. i couldn't use crayon because the object small enough. i couldn't use watercolor because the color would be less sharp. and so the pencilcolor. and i was not sure if i could finish it within 150 minutes (i needed about 90 minutes to draw, so i only had 60 minutes to color). but i still tried and... the result completely out of hope. the color was very messy andandand... aaaaagh! it was horrible!
i want to win the competition since this is (maybe) my last chance to attend it. less than 3 months, i'll be third grade of high school and i have to focus at the final test. my school prohibits the third grade students to attend any competitions. also, i was failed on the same competition last year.
anyway, this week i always listen btob's 'insane' because the phrase 'you make me go insane' fit the situation now. yeah, dear sketch, you make me go insane. are you satisfied, hmm? i delay all of my business 'till the competition end, so if i don't reply your email, it's means i still busy.
it's a competition of balinese cultures for students. i myself attend a drawing competition. i started to practice a month before with my friends. i draw a balinese dance show and since that day, i always draw those sketch twice a week. oh gaaawd, i'm bored! i don't like to draw a same sketch more than twice. i like a fresh sketch, and a sketch that drawn more than twice isn't fresh anymore. but i can still tolerate.
the problem come when i started to color two days ago. i was confused what should i use to color. crayon? watercolor? pencilcolor? hell. and what colour that should i choose for the clothes, floor, skin, hair etc? and my sketch needed black so much. i couldn't use crayon because the object small enough. i couldn't use watercolor because the color would be less sharp. and so the pencilcolor. and i was not sure if i could finish it within 150 minutes (i needed about 90 minutes to draw, so i only had 60 minutes to color). but i still tried and... the result completely out of hope. the color was very messy andandand... aaaaagh! it was horrible!
i want to win the competition since this is (maybe) my last chance to attend it. less than 3 months, i'll be third grade of high school and i have to focus at the final test. my school prohibits the third grade students to attend any competitions. also, i was failed on the same competition last year.
anyway, this week i always listen btob's 'insane' because the phrase 'you make me go insane' fit the situation now. yeah, dear sketch, you make me go insane. are you satisfied, hmm? i delay all of my business 'till the competition end, so if i don't reply your email, it's means i still busy.