Terrible to hate, but yet I still do.
Why is it so hard to find it? Happiness, love, truth, faith, stablility? I think we dont find happiness becasue we dont want to be happy. Many people thrive on the worst things in life. Do you realize you are a piece of shit for that? Im my opinion no one can truely be happy all the time, for your entire life but you can be happy in aspects. I am not happy with my life but things in my life OF COURSE. I might sound like a hypocrite but it brings me to another point, confusion. I AM CONFUSED, LOST and pretty much all together Wondering whats going on! I like my Job, Im happy with it, I have friends, Im happy for that, Im happy I have my puppy. Truth be told, i am content with a lot ut there is always that incertainty of the unstable and confusing things that those are the things holding me back from being happy. I am babbling so I will end with the HATE GAME.
I hate you.
I hate how you feel the need to undermind me whenever I come around
I hate when you feel the need to make me a spectacle
I hate you for treating me better than you should.
I hate the feeling in the morning when I roll over and you arent there
I hate how half this game will express eveything in my head whether people want to know or not..
I hate to feel lost.
I hate that you use me, and ever worse that i let you do it.
I hate that you are the reason things happend, you even said you were and you don't feel the least bit guilty about it, and i'm still friends with you.
I hate that you don't care.
I hate how you lie
I hate that i can't laugh without you
I hate how afraid I am when it comes to thinking about you. You make me feel like its wrong.
I hate how much of a PUSHER i am, it pushes you from our friendship... I cant stop.
I hate how its taken me this long to realize you ARE worth it.
I hate.... a lot about things.
Now this game is just to vent, dont get mad, upset... ok you can lol.... most of these are not about one single person because I tried to NOT.... we all know.
I hate you.
I hate how you feel the need to undermind me whenever I come around
I hate when you feel the need to make me a spectacle
I hate you for treating me better than you should.
I hate the feeling in the morning when I roll over and you arent there
I hate how half this game will express eveything in my head whether people want to know or not..
I hate to feel lost.
I hate that you use me, and ever worse that i let you do it.
I hate that you are the reason things happend, you even said you were and you don't feel the least bit guilty about it, and i'm still friends with you.
I hate that you don't care.
I hate how you lie
I hate that i can't laugh without you
I hate how afraid I am when it comes to thinking about you. You make me feel like its wrong.
I hate how much of a PUSHER i am, it pushes you from our friendship... I cant stop.
I hate how its taken me this long to realize you ARE worth it.
I hate.... a lot about things.
Now this game is just to vent, dont get mad, upset... ok you can lol.... most of these are not about one single person because I tried to NOT.... we all know.