Just some thoughts
everyone did.. not just you. I mean everyone calls other people and I leave messages to everyone saying hey I need to talk or hey guess what Im crying ... no one fucking cares. Im just sick of being stepped on... I know Im a pushover and Im trying not to be but without the peeople who mean the most to me I wouldnt be here. It's not just you, my life is gonig down the tubes I feel. Im not asking for sympathy Im just asking for an ear to listen. For once I want to think about myself. I put my feelings last ALWAYS and thats why I couldnt keep a damn boyfriend. Im never enough to anyone. I just dont want to give a shit anymore. its too hard but ya know Im never first in anyones book
the only bad thing that has happened to me that meaned anything to me was me leaving school and then Cullen breaking up with me. i cant get over either of those things. I still cant. i find good in work.. I make money.. I find good in my family... I love them... I find good in being at home... trying to save money.... I find good in just about everything. I love my life I love how I have what I truely need Im blessed but I cant handle when someone makes me feel so low that I would rather sleep and not talk to anyone.. not because I cant. I know I can I have the guts to but to make people who are unstable feel even more unstable makesme uncomfprtable
i talk about the same thing til no one wnats to hear it. and then no one talks to me
Im not an Unhappy person, just very confused and hurt... sometimes ya cant help it OK!!!
On a lighter note, Im heading to Mt Peezy tuesday, wednesday and thursday!! Call me if ya wanna see me
the only bad thing that has happened to me that meaned anything to me was me leaving school and then Cullen breaking up with me. i cant get over either of those things. I still cant. i find good in work.. I make money.. I find good in my family... I love them... I find good in being at home... trying to save money.... I find good in just about everything. I love my life I love how I have what I truely need Im blessed but I cant handle when someone makes me feel so low that I would rather sleep and not talk to anyone.. not because I cant. I know I can I have the guts to but to make people who are unstable feel even more unstable makesme uncomfprtable
i talk about the same thing til no one wnats to hear it. and then no one talks to me
Im not an Unhappy person, just very confused and hurt... sometimes ya cant help it OK!!!
On a lighter note, Im heading to Mt Peezy tuesday, wednesday and thursday!! Call me if ya wanna see me