Ugh.
I'm menstrual, so don't even wonder why this is going to sound absolutely retarded.
You know what really pisses me off? When my mother asks me if I need anything at the store.
She gets so pissed off because I will go a few days without eating because I refuse to eat the processed fucking crap that they eat. I'm sorry that I don't want to eat that shit. So she'll ask me to make a list. So I'll put things on the list to pick up.
And then she'll come home with one random thing, like... a condiment that I don't need/use/eat/desire. Or fat free milk. Which is helpful. But. What the fuck am I going to do with this. Especially when I haven't been able to drink milk lately because it makes me throw up.
Or like, I'll need shampoo because I'm out and I'll put that on my list. Or something that you know, ya kinda need, like tampons or something. Annnd she won't get it. And then she'll get pissed off at me for staying home.
I'm sick. I don't feel like going out. If you don't feel like going out either, then don't fucking go. Don't go and come home and bitch at me because you don't feel well either. Fucking a.
I've thrown up like twice in the past two hours because I'm stupid and decided to drink while I'm like DYING. And I've smoked like six cigarettes today at least which pisses me off and that makes me feel ten times worse.
I have like, wicked bad cramps. On top of that, my actual stomach is cramping. It feels like I'm pregnant, in my stomach, and the baby has a chainsaw and is prodding me.
Anyway. Tony and I went to go see Grandma's Boy the other night and it was awesome. I'm going to his house next week to totally own his ass at Halo. Mhm.
Mike called me earlier and that made me smile big. I haven't heard his voice in quite some time.
I have to go call Nathan back because I totally missed his call like a few mins ago. I need to lay down cuz I'm fucking dizzy.
So... yeah. Bye.
You know what really pisses me off? When my mother asks me if I need anything at the store.
She gets so pissed off because I will go a few days without eating because I refuse to eat the processed fucking crap that they eat. I'm sorry that I don't want to eat that shit. So she'll ask me to make a list. So I'll put things on the list to pick up.
And then she'll come home with one random thing, like... a condiment that I don't need/use/eat/desire. Or fat free milk. Which is helpful. But. What the fuck am I going to do with this. Especially when I haven't been able to drink milk lately because it makes me throw up.
Or like, I'll need shampoo because I'm out and I'll put that on my list. Or something that you know, ya kinda need, like tampons or something. Annnd she won't get it. And then she'll get pissed off at me for staying home.
I'm sick. I don't feel like going out. If you don't feel like going out either, then don't fucking go. Don't go and come home and bitch at me because you don't feel well either. Fucking a.
I've thrown up like twice in the past two hours because I'm stupid and decided to drink while I'm like DYING. And I've smoked like six cigarettes today at least which pisses me off and that makes me feel ten times worse.
I have like, wicked bad cramps. On top of that, my actual stomach is cramping. It feels like I'm pregnant, in my stomach, and the baby has a chainsaw and is prodding me.
Anyway. Tony and I went to go see Grandma's Boy the other night and it was awesome. I'm going to his house next week to totally own his ass at Halo. Mhm.
Mike called me earlier and that made me smile big. I haven't heard his voice in quite some time.
I have to go call Nathan back because I totally missed his call like a few mins ago. I need to lay down cuz I'm fucking dizzy.
So... yeah. Bye.