Dec 10, 2007 19:34
Well I thought it was over and done with, all the drama from last week. Nope. I'm starting to get really angry. After everything that happened he has to add insult to injury. He thinks its okay to talk about private matters to not only my sister, but my roommate and our other friend. I never said word one against him, no matter what I thought. I can not believe that all this time I thought he was my friend. No friend would ever say those things about someone they gave a modicum of respect towards.
I didn't do anything except ask for a little respect. None of this is remotely my fault, and yet drama (if I loathe anything, it is drama) is being attributed to me. The worse part in all this is not my feelings, nor the ruins of our friendship. It is the taint that is associated with the good memories we had. I remember us having so much fun together, just hanging out. Now when I think back on those times it is just ruined.
I just wanted to forget about the whole thing and get through the end of this year. Particularly Christmas. But it looks like this year is shaping up to be as bad if not worse than last year. I swear I'm spending next years holiday in a medically-induced coma.