A Life Less Ordinary
So yeah...i quit my job today...kind of :). I need to find another one before the end of summer. Wish i wasn't so damn impulsive at times. I quit mostly because i didn't want to miss family guy.
I guess i finally got fed up. Sigh, i really want to change things. I write music, but i realize it lacks the shear emotion that makes it raw and personal, and incredible. Most of mine are stories, but not nearly personal enough to be beautiful or something like moonlight sonata where you can feel the regret in every note. I have $3 to my name again. Sweet, sweet poverty.
So yeah, i want to work on doing what i want, and what i love doing. I want to be more decisive and confident. I want to want something for once and take it, for no other reason than it was supposed to be mine to begin with. I want how i feel to come out clearly, i want it known. I just want to do something that will make sense to other people. I want it perfect. I don't want it to be someday, i want it to be today. I want something entirely different from the life that i'm given, earned is too strong a word.
I guess i finally got fed up. Sigh, i really want to change things. I write music, but i realize it lacks the shear emotion that makes it raw and personal, and incredible. Most of mine are stories, but not nearly personal enough to be beautiful or something like moonlight sonata where you can feel the regret in every note. I have $3 to my name again. Sweet, sweet poverty.
So yeah, i want to work on doing what i want, and what i love doing. I want to be more decisive and confident. I want to want something for once and take it, for no other reason than it was supposed to be mine to begin with. I want how i feel to come out clearly, i want it known. I just want to do something that will make sense to other people. I want it perfect. I don't want it to be someday, i want it to be today. I want something entirely different from the life that i'm given, earned is too strong a word.