Nov 01, 2006 22:44
It has been a while.
My grandfather died a few weeks ago, and I think this last week I finally accepted what happened. However, the fact that my family will never be the same leaves me struggling to understand families in general.
Things have been all right, although I feel as if I have fallen deeply off the face of the planet. I don't feel especially bad, but I feel guilty. Just know that I love you and I care for you even if I don't call you as often as I should.