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So i've come to the conclusion that i'm computer retarded, and it's driving me crazy...i think i might just jump off of a freaking bridge..ok not really...i'm counting down the days until Todd is here, that seems to be the one thing that keeps me going...i never thought i'd say that about a guy..then again..so many times i thought that i was happy, but..wasn't...and i never really realized how unhappy i was...i always said that when i met the person that i was destined to be with i would know..i would feel a click that i never had felt before...well i did, and i know that he lives in Arkansas, but at this point i think i would move anywhere he is just to be with him...yet another thing i said that i never would do..Lord knows Michael tried to get me to move to Kansas, but i never did, because i knew hat it wouldn't be worth it...but..Todd is..and i know that...and i'm ready to actually "be" with him...not just have the talking on the phone relationship..i want to see him, and be able to hug and kiss him whenever i want....and it's driving me crazy..i've spent all my life looking for him, i found him, and now he's 900 miles away..uuuugghhhh what does a girl do!