Interesting
I was looking through my LJ archive, when I really should be in bed, and I found a rather interesting post from almost 3 years ago. What's crazy is that the message stated in that post hasn't changed at all. The feelings are still there and they're are strong. I just don't know how to express them so they won't be scary. I don't know what to do anymore, but maybe that's not a bad thing in the grand scheme of things. I try to plan and structure everything but maybe I just need to let things go as they will. It is hard for me to just let things happen, even though I do believe in fate and destiny. I think it all stems for a desire to have a little control over the things I want to have happen. Karma will do what it sees fit at this point. Peace.