I wanna swim in the ocean, I wanna take my time for me. Yeah me.
Maybe tomorrow I'll find my way back home. Maybe tomorrow she'll find her way home
Since I'm feeling restless despite being tired and cold, you lucky folks are subject to random journal posting time! Maybe Tomorrow, I'll find my way home. I like that lyric in particular from the song I'm listening to. It really emphasizes to me there is nothing that is out of reach. One must keep their eyes on the future, focus on the present, and not dwell on the past. I think I've really adopted this philosophy and I've started to integrate it in to my life. Focusing on the present was a problem for me as I tended to dwell on the memories I have collected over my 29+ years on this planet. Now, I embrace the notion that they are there to remember those moments as they were, both good and bad. Trying to re-live those moments will only drive you mad.
Let's waste time. Chasing Cars around our heads. If I lay here. If I just lay here.
I need to make a promise to myself to write on here more frequently. I keep saying that, but I really mean it this time!
She's running out the door. She's running out. She runs. Runs. Runs.
As I've grown older, my music taste has evolved in a distinctly English direction. I find myself becoming a huge fan of British Rock/Pop bands from the mid to late 90's to the current era. I purchased OK Computer and now I want more Radiohead. I bought You Gotta Go There to Come Back and now I want more Stereophonics. I'm addicted to Muse, Snow Patrol, and Athlete. I'm finding myself hunting for more British rock than American. I still love Tool and NIN. Sevendust and Submersed still float my boat, but there is something about the UK stuff that talks to me. Maybe it's because I can sing along to most of it fairly easily. Thank you Rock Band!
It's more than a feeling. When I hear that old song they used to play. And I begin dreaming. Then I Marianne walking away
Apartment hunting sucks. It is hard to find something within my price range that is convenient to work. I know, I know, I shouldn't be picky about that and you pay for location, but damn it anyway. :) Ideally I'll get something close to the U so I can walk to work and not have to pay almost $100 a month in parking. Yeah, that would be awesome. Hell, that's a couple of utilities plus parking at an apartment. I did see a place in the Seven Corners area that is affordable and convenient. Hopefully that will work out for me.
Far away. This ship is taking me far away. Far away from the memories of the people who care if I live or die
On the health related front, I hurt my shoulder in Late September/Early October doing kettle bell training. I yanked up too hard doing a clean and ended up having my arm bend backward awkwardly with a 20kg kettle bell. Not fun. That's kept me away from a steady gym experience for about 10 weeks. The great news, the shoulder feels great and I'm ready to resume the gut elimination experience. Unfortunately, -2F at 4:30 PM is too cold to run outside for this one.
It's my declaration to anyone who is listening. My inspiration as I stand alone against the world
I probably should go to sleep now. Or at least try to anyway. Hopefully I'll have some decent dreams tonight that don't involve the Earth going through the remains of a blown up comet causing chunks of a planet to rain down killing my family. Yeah, totally had that one a couple of weeks ago. I know comets wouldn't likely cause bouncing chunks of earth, but it was a dream so there is no reason to analyze it in too much detail.
Sleep well world. I'll try to leave a light on for you. Don't stay out too late.
Since I'm feeling restless despite being tired and cold, you lucky folks are subject to random journal posting time! Maybe Tomorrow, I'll find my way home. I like that lyric in particular from the song I'm listening to. It really emphasizes to me there is nothing that is out of reach. One must keep their eyes on the future, focus on the present, and not dwell on the past. I think I've really adopted this philosophy and I've started to integrate it in to my life. Focusing on the present was a problem for me as I tended to dwell on the memories I have collected over my 29+ years on this planet. Now, I embrace the notion that they are there to remember those moments as they were, both good and bad. Trying to re-live those moments will only drive you mad.
Let's waste time. Chasing Cars around our heads. If I lay here. If I just lay here.
I need to make a promise to myself to write on here more frequently. I keep saying that, but I really mean it this time!
She's running out the door. She's running out. She runs. Runs. Runs.
As I've grown older, my music taste has evolved in a distinctly English direction. I find myself becoming a huge fan of British Rock/Pop bands from the mid to late 90's to the current era. I purchased OK Computer and now I want more Radiohead. I bought You Gotta Go There to Come Back and now I want more Stereophonics. I'm addicted to Muse, Snow Patrol, and Athlete. I'm finding myself hunting for more British rock than American. I still love Tool and NIN. Sevendust and Submersed still float my boat, but there is something about the UK stuff that talks to me. Maybe it's because I can sing along to most of it fairly easily. Thank you Rock Band!
It's more than a feeling. When I hear that old song they used to play. And I begin dreaming. Then I Marianne walking away
Apartment hunting sucks. It is hard to find something within my price range that is convenient to work. I know, I know, I shouldn't be picky about that and you pay for location, but damn it anyway. :) Ideally I'll get something close to the U so I can walk to work and not have to pay almost $100 a month in parking. Yeah, that would be awesome. Hell, that's a couple of utilities plus parking at an apartment. I did see a place in the Seven Corners area that is affordable and convenient. Hopefully that will work out for me.
Far away. This ship is taking me far away. Far away from the memories of the people who care if I live or die
On the health related front, I hurt my shoulder in Late September/Early October doing kettle bell training. I yanked up too hard doing a clean and ended up having my arm bend backward awkwardly with a 20kg kettle bell. Not fun. That's kept me away from a steady gym experience for about 10 weeks. The great news, the shoulder feels great and I'm ready to resume the gut elimination experience. Unfortunately, -2F at 4:30 PM is too cold to run outside for this one.
It's my declaration to anyone who is listening. My inspiration as I stand alone against the world
I probably should go to sleep now. Or at least try to anyway. Hopefully I'll have some decent dreams tonight that don't involve the Earth going through the remains of a blown up comet causing chunks of a planet to rain down killing my family. Yeah, totally had that one a couple of weeks ago. I know comets wouldn't likely cause bouncing chunks of earth, but it was a dream so there is no reason to analyze it in too much detail.
Sleep well world. I'll try to leave a light on for you. Don't stay out too late.