54... my brain hurts

[cloudsinstrife]

Aerith? Where do you want to go?

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I don't know what to do. I wish I did. Anita, Lestat. I let them get too close, I felt comfortable there and now. II don't know what I am doing or why. Is this how it will always end up? Me pushing everyone away? Just like I do with... They always get hurt because of me. Always.
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Thanks for the beating, Reno. I needed that.