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51... thinking out loud

Sep 27, 2008 17:41

suppose to be private\\very hackableIt's amazing how much a little thing sets me off. Sometimes, it's just a thought or a word, other times it feels like I am strangling in my own head. I guess that some things never truly change even though I know I have grown different from when I'm a kid. It's strange ( Read more... )

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(Have a moody, non drawling Reno) elevatorwarrior September 28 2008, 20:55:16 UTC

It's always easier talking with someone who's been through it. Comrades in arms, I think. People who weren't there will never really understand what it's like. You can describe but...

Eh...

Cloud, you really need to take a security class.

(have a talking a lot cloud) cloudsinstrife September 28 2008, 23:21:38 UTC

It's never the same as being there. I owe him a lot but I just don't know if he gets what it was like, you know?

Maybe I am talking too much about things today. Who knows.

I think there's a curse preventing that.

(Relieved Reno?) elevatorwarrior September 28 2008, 23:28:49 UTC

It's good to talk about things. If ya don't you'll eventually just keep everything bottled, and you can't heal if you do that. Zack's your bud, he just wants what's best, but yeah... what people think isn't necessarily right, because of those kind of variables.

I got to ask, Cloud... what was it like having me here before? I'm not so stupid as that to think I wasn't.

(^^) cloudsinstrife September 28 2008, 23:34:13 UTC

I know he does. He wants me to be happy and safe. But considering who I am, I'm not sure if it would happen.

Before? I don't know if you were. Unless that was the other Cloud. People talk like I was here before too.

elevatorwarrior September 28 2008, 23:41:13 UTC

You know... I'd say you already were. You got a life here, and Lestat and Anita. Nothing'll erase the past, but here... lately I've been catching myself thinking it wouldn't be so bad to stay and see if the others are here.

Just some things I saw around.

cloudsinstrife September 28 2008, 23:43:23 UTC

...Yeah. I think so too. This place isn't too bad even with the curses.

Makes sense.

elevatorwarrior September 29 2008, 00:19:14 UTC

If the blood's the worst the deities can do, I can get used to it.

cloudsinstrife September 29 2008, 01:18:11 UTC

Let's hope so.

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