this was an old saved draft but still true
I haven't changed it in the longest time because I was in an amazing relationship with a girl I want to spend my whole life with. but things change and I guess this break is for the better. i'm so confused right now. My personal life was something I had under control and to have it change is hard. I am in love with a girl but we are no longer together. She has become my best friend and if she isn't my girlfriend i do not think i can be friends with her. the idea of her with somone else kills me.
my profesional life is even more of a mess. i'm back on tour right now with this amazing band called the chariot. they are some of the nicest guys ever and some of the easiest work i've ever done.
I thought i knew what i wanted in my life. I wanted to settle down with this girl but now i have no clue. she means so much to me and i'm really lost. i wish I was like my band and got signs from god or a higher being to give me a clue of what to do with my life.
well now every drunken idiot is bothering me so i'm going to go sleep in my bunk and wake up tomorow and still have no clue waht to do about anything. all i know is i still love her.
my profesional life is even more of a mess. i'm back on tour right now with this amazing band called the chariot. they are some of the nicest guys ever and some of the easiest work i've ever done.
I thought i knew what i wanted in my life. I wanted to settle down with this girl but now i have no clue. she means so much to me and i'm really lost. i wish I was like my band and got signs from god or a higher being to give me a clue of what to do with my life.
well now every drunken idiot is bothering me so i'm going to go sleep in my bunk and wake up tomorow and still have no clue waht to do about anything. all i know is i still love her.