...penith
So today I had an exam...turned out to be really fair and rather easy. To tell you the truth I didn't study very much, I figured that if I didn't know shit....I wasn't going to start knowing shit anytime soon...
I'm kicking myself in the ass over one question though. I knew in my head what it was...and I looked over and my best friend put a different answer..and she's fucking smart...
and I second guessed myself... and so I put down what she did....after the exam I looked up the answer, and I was right...but I put down her fucking answer...serves me right I guess.
-sigh-
...ummmmmm paying for this trip to holland is going to be difficult... Have no idea what I'm going to do... My grandma basically said she wouldn't go until September...because the plane tickets in September are much lower... I wish I could wait that long, but somehow I know he will die soon. How much can his body take? day after day...
If only everything in this world wasn't about money...
I don't know how I'm going to stay there for a month...even if I stay with my aunt, I'm not THAT great at speaking dutch....MY AUNT SPEAKS NO ENGLISH!!
-sigh-
Why does shit happen when it does? A day after my birthday I find out that he's going to die in three months...That was April 16th...
May
June
July 16th...
....I can't even go then. I was hoping he could hang on until August at least.
I need to see him one more time......
Jesus Christ...this is one of the reasons I don't believe in God. How much shit has happened in my life....Fuckers.
Anyway... I think I'm gonna go lay in the sun...and kill a few brain cells
Good Day Folks.
I'm kicking myself in the ass over one question though. I knew in my head what it was...and I looked over and my best friend put a different answer..and she's fucking smart...
and I second guessed myself... and so I put down what she did....after the exam I looked up the answer, and I was right...but I put down her fucking answer...serves me right I guess.
-sigh-
...ummmmmm paying for this trip to holland is going to be difficult... Have no idea what I'm going to do... My grandma basically said she wouldn't go until September...because the plane tickets in September are much lower... I wish I could wait that long, but somehow I know he will die soon. How much can his body take? day after day...
If only everything in this world wasn't about money...
I don't know how I'm going to stay there for a month...even if I stay with my aunt, I'm not THAT great at speaking dutch....MY AUNT SPEAKS NO ENGLISH!!
-sigh-
Why does shit happen when it does? A day after my birthday I find out that he's going to die in three months...That was April 16th...
May
June
July 16th...
....I can't even go then. I was hoping he could hang on until August at least.
I need to see him one more time......
Jesus Christ...this is one of the reasons I don't believe in God. How much shit has happened in my life....Fuckers.
Anyway... I think I'm gonna go lay in the sun...and kill a few brain cells
Good Day Folks.