an update on life.
1. Terezia Skanderova is the main thing in my life right now, her leaving in August for a year seems to make other things that i thought were important very unimportant.
2. Roy, my ex and I, hmmm we're doing better. Things are still just as confusing though. He's still my friend though. People say he's an ass. He admits it and I believe him. I really have no choice...I have to believe him...because I want to. But talking about this really makes me seem like a weak lil i-let-anyone-walk-over-me bitch, so let's stop.
3. I'm going to Europe...(Nederlands...Belgium...Germany...Czech Republic) for a month. mainly the nederlands.
Bad News: My Uncle is dying and that's my main reason for leaving
4. tis summer time...
5. sometimes at night. i wake up. i walk to the fridge. and drink out of the oj bottle and sleepwalk back to bed.
6. I have awfully horrifying nightmares. I dunno if the worst one I've ever had is still posted here.
7. Mike is the best boardie.
8. I have something to admit. I am ....listening to Elvis. Viva Las Vegas.
that's basically it. Except for the fact that I finally got a new "job"...in May. And this past week I babysitted for them 3 times. And made $7/hr. I have to save all of this money for Europe. Thank God my mom said (today) she would pay for my plane ticket because she knows how much it means to me to see him one last time. Otherwise she said I would probably struggle with money and end up not going. True That Momma. Wisest words I ever did hear you say...us po' folk cain't afford no plane ticket...
OH!! and how is it gonna be...that a plane ticket (round trip) from the nl to ny is gonna be 500 euros.... which is practically equivalent to us dollars!! and the plane ticket (round trip) from ny to the nl is $900 and more!!!!!
hmmm yesterday was full of snot and baby tears. rat wouldn't take his bottle until 11 ...then we both passed out on the couch...him drunk from milk...and me tired of all the diaper changin, crying, holdin, feeding....etc
And to think that I want three kids. Taking care of two is hard enough. But hopefully when I have kids I'll have a bonerific husband to take care of the children with me.
pictures of my munchkin baby and girlie:
http://pic3.picturetrail.com/VOL11/2103216/4084212/56069391.jpg
http://pic3.picturetrail.com/VOL11/2103216/4084212/56069360.jpg <---hahahah!!!
awesome. Well it's 2:11 a.m. and I have to head to the gym early tomorrow. Love You all and wish me luck on exams!!!!!
2. Roy, my ex and I, hmmm we're doing better. Things are still just as confusing though. He's still my friend though. People say he's an ass. He admits it and I believe him. I really have no choice...I have to believe him...because I want to. But talking about this really makes me seem like a weak lil i-let-anyone-walk-over-me bitch, so let's stop.
3. I'm going to Europe...(Nederlands...Belgium...Germany...Czech Republic) for a month. mainly the nederlands.
Bad News: My Uncle is dying and that's my main reason for leaving
4. tis summer time...
5. sometimes at night. i wake up. i walk to the fridge. and drink out of the oj bottle and sleepwalk back to bed.
6. I have awfully horrifying nightmares. I dunno if the worst one I've ever had is still posted here.
7. Mike is the best boardie.
8. I have something to admit. I am ....listening to Elvis. Viva Las Vegas.
that's basically it. Except for the fact that I finally got a new "job"...in May. And this past week I babysitted for them 3 times. And made $7/hr. I have to save all of this money for Europe. Thank God my mom said (today) she would pay for my plane ticket because she knows how much it means to me to see him one last time. Otherwise she said I would probably struggle with money and end up not going. True That Momma. Wisest words I ever did hear you say...us po' folk cain't afford no plane ticket...
OH!! and how is it gonna be...that a plane ticket (round trip) from the nl to ny is gonna be 500 euros.... which is practically equivalent to us dollars!! and the plane ticket (round trip) from ny to the nl is $900 and more!!!!!
hmmm yesterday was full of snot and baby tears. rat wouldn't take his bottle until 11 ...then we both passed out on the couch...him drunk from milk...and me tired of all the diaper changin, crying, holdin, feeding....etc
And to think that I want three kids. Taking care of two is hard enough. But hopefully when I have kids I'll have a bonerific husband to take care of the children with me.
pictures of my munchkin baby and girlie:
http://pic3.picturetrail.com/VOL11/2103216/4084212/56069391.jpg
http://pic3.picturetrail.com/VOL11/2103216/4084212/56069360.jpg <---hahahah!!!
awesome. Well it's 2:11 a.m. and I have to head to the gym early tomorrow. Love You all and wish me luck on exams!!!!!