To Who It May Concern....

[clouds_hell]

Alot of things have been going on in my life over the past week or so.... but the one thing that stands out the most is the incodent with Mark and Brandon. The thought of two of my frinds fudeing like this tears me up inside.... but the facts I have herd and stories tha I have been told all add up and there is suficient proof to back it all.... my

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[zaire]

I'm disappointed in you Ray... You judge me now by the black text that stands in these journals, just as everyone else, but you don't think what that makes you to me. I have always tolerated you. We have always had our disputes but don't talk to me again until you want to know me as a friend. You are no friend of mine, nor were you before. I'm ahamed to read what you have just judged me as, but you have one major thing wrong.. I don't and I've never thought ill of Mark or his family... Big mistake. You don't want to be friends with me, that's fine but don't talk to me if you don't..

[clouds_hell]

I judge you by the words of my most trustworthy friends.... True that all this is just black text.... but it's all there is to give. Even from you. What I said came from the deapest part of my pride, soul, heart, and blood.... and I'm not about to go back on it.... not anytime soon. If you look at it.... and I mean truely look at it you'll see that both sides of the stories are just stories and all you really can do is flip a coin.... but from all the hatred, anger, fealings, and even tears that I have seen have made up my mind.... I still call you a friend but if you wish to sever that bond than so be it.... My desision still stands and I am proud of it.

[zaire]

You may never be able to call me friend the way you have and ARE acting. Sever the bond? There has been very weak bond, if any at all.. I'm still disappointed, and I will be until you change my mind.

[clouds_hell]

You of all people should know that I never go back on my word. I honor my true friends and trust them with my life no matter what the ordeal is. My faith still lies with Mark and will stay that way.... even if it means sacrificeing other friends.... As I said before, Mark and Maranda are family to me and seeing them hurt like this not only sadens me but enfuryiates me. I with you the best in the future but it's up to you weather or not you eccept my praise.

[zaire]

I know you don't go back on your word, but look at what you are saying..

[clouds_hell]

I know what I'm saying Brandon.... and I'm proud of these words. You and I both know exactly what I mean.... so don't try to give them other meanings.

[zaire]

But the fact that there is possiblity for hidden meanings are still there. In anycase, I will talk no more about it. I will just allow it to settle.

[clouds_hell]

And you always look for those hidden meainings so that you can manipulate others words against them. The true meaning of my words are clear as crystal and anyone can see that. I'm glad that you want to settle this and I'll end my side of the argument aswell but my thoughts of you hahave changed dramaticaly.... you've disapointed me Brandon.... thats all I have to say.... not another word....