We have a lot to give one another

[cloudpine]

I've been having trouble falling asleep. I think it's because I'm alone in my bed, alone in my apartment, alone most of the day. I feel like I spend an inordinate amount of time alone. I guess it's obvious that like, I wasn't going to realize it when all my alone time was spent with another person, but damn... I feel like a hermit. Even when I go out...

I'm going to Orcas this weekend. I can't tell if it'll be nice to get away from campus where I feel like something's constantly wrong, or if it will just be an extended period of awkward-time with my family (since I hardly know most of them) and I'll leave feeling stressed.

I feel like I spend most of my day tensed for something to happen. I wish I could relax.

I wish I could find my Adele CD.