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So. I saw my doctor, finally. Not actually mine, but my local practice. And I'm pretty much diagnosed with depression. I need to see my childhood psychotherapist, but after that, I'll be on anti-depressants and probably looking for counselling in my local area and St Andrews.
On the other hand - I just lost my Christmas job. I was pretty assured of a job at Christmas by Gap, but they 'just don't have the hours'. Which sucks, because I'm in my overdraft. On the other hand, hopefully relations are giving money for Christmas, and I'll be working when I get back.
I'm just tired all the time. I seem to be sleeping an extortionate amount, and just completely shattered. It takes me a while to fall asleep, but once asleep, I sleep fitfully for ages; keep waking up at odd times.
And I have an overdraft, and a feeling of utter shatteredness. I want to sleep, sleep for years and at the same time, not-sleep.
On the other hand - I just lost my Christmas job. I was pretty assured of a job at Christmas by Gap, but they 'just don't have the hours'. Which sucks, because I'm in my overdraft. On the other hand, hopefully relations are giving money for Christmas, and I'll be working when I get back.
I'm just tired all the time. I seem to be sleeping an extortionate amount, and just completely shattered. It takes me a while to fall asleep, but once asleep, I sleep fitfully for ages; keep waking up at odd times.
And I have an overdraft, and a feeling of utter shatteredness. I want to sleep, sleep for years and at the same time, not-sleep.