I'm back. Still can't believe it's been four months since I left, it was only about a week for me back-- where I got world warped to. Place is kind of a mess and rent's overdue, so gotta get on those things quick. It's...good to be back I guess.
Thanks for yesterday and all, um... I'll get back to you about that movie sometime. Right now, I just need to take care of some things. Just wait for me, kay. I promise I'll call you back.
Hope you're feeling better. Say hi to Hitsuki for me.
Dammit, I'm as far away from home as I possibly can, most of those stuck-up Uchiha aren't even alive anymore, and any Rin are either dead or have no reason to hate my guts. Why do I still feel like crap? It never mattered before what people thought about me because I'd always go out of my way to prove them wrong. But this is different because it wasn't about what they thought. It was about whether they could love and accept me and well, they couldn't. That's way worse than whatever crap they could think of me. It just...hurts.
And forget all those dreams I had of Kakashi. I killed him. It was my fault he died and I repay him for saving my life by thinking he's a murderer. Then I had to go out of my way to be a jerk to Kakashi here. Aren't I a class act.
All that wondering and searching for my past, and this is what I get. What's the point of anything anymore when nothing is the way it's supposed to be? Just, why bother anymore?
Gods, I need something to eat. Wonder if that cafe's still where I last remember it.