May 24, 2005 22:02
*sigh* My Mom is all wigging out on these fucking student loans it's driving me crazy. Everything and anything I say while we're filling shit out she gives a little grunt or sigh of disapproval, and then nothing fucking works. This whole college thing has pissed me off I just get utterly overwhelmed and depressed. Everything, from finances to filling applications would have been easier if Dad were still here. Now a clueless priveliged eighteen year-old is with another just-as-clueless Australian hippi imigrant, is trying fill out shit so he can go to college, and it's so much harder than anyone fathomed. Supposedly there's some big ass deadline tomorrow before the interest rates shootup, and I'm all stressed out.
Is anyone else having this much trouble? I mean, at least you guys have two parents. But what the hell am I saying here? I'm just wondering if anyone is as stressed out and confused as I am.
Why can't the dumb shit in life just be easy? Fuck money.