Title:Time Management
Genre: General
Chapters:11/??
Pairing:ReitaxRuki, ReitaxUruha, UruhaxAoi
Author:
cloudiestrifeRating:NC-17
Warnings:Cheating, some alcohol abuse later on and maybe some mild violence
Summary: Ruki finds that his boyfriend Reita develops a bad habbit of being late, what could the reason be?
Disclaimer: I dont own them D:
Comment: A BIG sorry to everyone, school has been really busy for me and still is. It ends in 3 weeks, and so I'm posting chapter 9 as a promise to you all that I WILL finish this fic off! (unbeta'd this time...)
Why was it that even after a week Ruki couldn't bring himself to talk to Reita? Perhaps it was the disgust that ran through his body when receiving the apologetic looks sent his way, the sweet comments about how much he was loved and how he just couldn't bring himself to believe it even when his lonely heart screamed at him to stop being stubborn. Human beings made mistakes. Mistakes happen once, people learn from them and they are given second chances. Had Reita really learned? Was he being serious when he mentioned his sweet 'I love you's anymore?
He found himself taking random walks in the rain past the bassist's apartment building without realizing it. Perhaps the short blonde just couldn't deny the fact that through all the bad things that were happening to the two of them, he still loved Reita. And one day he found himself entering the building, buzzing the intercom waiting to be let in.
"Suzuki residence" The intercom buzzed out. The voice sounded tired and depressed, not the usual confident tone that usually greeted him.
"It's me... can you let me in?" The vocalist didn't know what in the world he was doing, what had gotten into him, but he wasn't going to run away now that he was here.
"O-oh? Ruki?! O-of course! Give me one second!!" The locked door suddenly buzzed indicating the short blonde could come in, and so with a deep breath he opened the door and made his way up the stairs.
Finally standing at the door he let himself in, clearing his throat to let the other man know he was in fact there at the door way. Reita scrambled to the entrance with a small look of hope in his eyes, "What brings you here...?"
Ruki gave the taller man a blank stare, "I'm not sure... but... I'm here aren't I?"
Reita nodded with a small thankful look, grabbing the man's arm gently in the process and dragged him into the kitchen like he always had, "Coffee or tea...?"
The smaller man paused for a moment as he realized he was infact dripping water on the floor, "Tea, I'm cold... it's raining pretty hard outside"
Reita didn't waste any time putting water in a kettle to boil before sitting down opposite to the other man, "I thought you would never talk to me again Taka..."
Ruki looked away unhappily his heart hurting as he admitted to the other, "Same... I thought never again...."
That hurt. It hurt more than Reita ever thought it would coming from Ruki's mouth, "... look, I-I'm sorry"
Ruki kept his eyes downcast his voice airy as he spoke softly, "I know you are"
"I'm really really sorry Taka... I don't think you understand...I realized how much I've hurt you.... I'm sorry...." His voice came off desperate, reaching out for Ruki's hand. Watching as the man flinched at the contact he drew in a nervous breath, "Please...."
Ruki snapped out of his distant act for a moment, realizing a warm hand was resting over his, "I... Please what....?"
Reita begged at that moment, "A second chance.... if you can find it in you. Please give me a second chance. If not one last night. Something. Anything. I just... I love you"
Ruki blinked in surprise as Reita leaned in, his eyes imploring. He blinked away tears but did and said nothing, even as he began to tune Reita's begging out completely.
Soon he found the taller man leaning in, feeling thin lips brushing against his own plush ones. Although it felt pleasant, the younger man didn't respond, eyes slipping closed, nervous hands fidgeting in his lap as Reita silently urged the man to kiss back. Lifting Ruki's hands up, he pulled them to his shoulder wanting the other to wrap arms around the back of his neck, "Kiss me..."
Almost as if on command, Ruki obeyed, moving his lips gently against the ones against his. It was like his mind flew out the window completely, leaving a shell in it's place. Ruki couldn't deny this man. He couldn't do it. He found the tall blonde running his hands gently across his arms, brushing fingertips across lean arms before breaking away for much needed air, noticing how Ruki began to follow his lips as he drew back.
Hearing a loud whistle in the background Reita got up regretfully and turned off his stove, looking to Ruki in wonder if the man still wanted his tea. He wasn't going to force himself too much on him, it was after all Ruki's decision to make. And so he made the tea anyways in complete awkward silence, placing the steaming mug in front of Ruki's line of vision on the table.
The younger of the two couldn't think straight, his heart was pounding inside his chest, "Akira..."
Reita looked up, eyes silently questioning.
What he got was not what he expected. He was pulled by his shirt into another kiss, deeper than the first. Somehow Reita found the courage to slip his tongue out between his lips, running it across Ruki's full bottom lip, coaxing the man to give him more. This could be his last chance. This was it and he wasn't going to pass up the opportunity.
Reita found himself soon wanting more. Addicted as Ruki granted Reita's tongue entrance and before they knew it the taller man had gotten up grabbing Ruki's hand gently and guided him slowly towards the hall to his room leaving the tea alone and forgotten on his table.
Ruki was moved to the bed, Reita getting on his knees on top of the soft mattress as he leaned in for more. The vocalist could have easily forgotten everything at that moment, wanting things to desperately revert to what they were. Their perfect relationship, where nothing was wrong. Where the world revolved around the sun and nothing ever ceased to move. Soon clothes came off, peeled away from skin one by one as Reita kissed down his neck, occasionally nipping at the sensitive flesh before licking it in apology.
Those hands with long slender fingers moved to rediscover every curve and dip on Ruki's body, watching as Ruki responded underneath him, clearly he wanted it too. He could see it, he felt it. The vocalist felt his skin set on fire as he was coaxed to lay down, Reita settling on top to grind against them only the fabric of their boxers remaining between them.
"Akira...." Ruki found himself moaning, and although he didn't vocally beg for anything, his body told a different story, arching his back beautifully against the other man as he was then dis vested of his last piece of clothing. It didn't take long before Reita was looking at Ruki for permission. He wasn't going to say anything, there wasn't a need for words, they were unnecessary.
With a small nod he prepared both himself and Ruki for what was to come, giving the man one more look before leaning in for a kiss, positioning his slicked arousal inside slowly. Ruki's thighs twitched gently as he moaned out. He forgot how this felt although it hadn't been that long since the two of them were together. Reita began moving inside him and his mind completely melted, listening to the man above grunt and moan near his ear after thier kiss had been broken.
He felt like he wasn't even there, feeling the man's movements begin to quicken, his actions more desperate, his kisses feverish before moving away to grasp the man's hips with a bruising force. Ruki too moaned loudly, breathing coming out in harsh pants his heart racing as the tight heat in his stomach began to reach boiling point, ".... Aaa.... "
Reita let out a growl, "Taka... I love you."
Ruki's cheeks burned bright red, "I-I.... know you. do."
The older moved to open his mouth, hoping for an 'i love you' in return but had his hopes shot down quickly as he was told to shut up. He obliged, his pace getting rough, they both moaned out, Ruki reaching up to pull the man down as he climaxed, white light passing by his eyes and moaned out Reita's name.
The bassist soon lost it too, burying himself deep inside the other as he released and collapsed over the other man, "I love you. I love you."
Ruki rested his hand on Reita's back uneasily in silence. There would be no response to that.